So far my CGPA is only 2.97 over 4.0. See this is what happened when someone doesn't really work hard in doing revision and pay attention during the class. But this CGPA just as same as my STPM CGPA, so is that means. The most I can get is only this? Maybe... I never be the most-good-result-student nor most-bad-result-student, so I'm always a moderate-result-student. lol~ Will try harder to push my CGPA a bit higher, just a bit higher then I will be so happy with it, my target is at least 3.0, will tell you guys when I successfully did it...^^
Sometimes really feel so bored when busying my job stuff in weekdays and after that still need to study in weekends. Everyone asking me how do I make it? I also don't know. Just make it la. When you need to do something, eventhough u don't really know it, u have to force yourself to learn also. Just like maybe now you feel so stress, but nothing will be everlasting,right? So just be patient.
Instead of thinking what should I do after graduated, I rather to have such busy life like now. At least I know clearly what am I going to do everyday. At least I don't have to feel so confuse about my future. I really don't like to answer those questions like-- Are you going to be a permenant teacher? If not then what is your plan after graduated? ... Haiz, plan what la, still got 3years to go for my graduation k... After 3 years only u ask me can ar? I just don't like to think about it, so unsure about my future life.
Ok la. Maybe I really should have a plan. But I just don't know how to plan it. So just leave me alone, just don't ask me such questions that make me worry about my future. Don't show me your surprise face when I'm telling you that I don't have any plan yet. It seems like I'm a failure. Don't tell me what is playing on your mind, I don't need your advice, It will just make me more confuse.
I also don't know should I be a permemant teacher or not, seems like this is the most save way for me, since I have been teaching for a few years. Seriously, I'm a coward, it is hard for me to find another job and know other new people. But, am I going to regret someday later that I never try other job?! Am I going to regret that taking marketing course but being a teacher at last?! Better not to take this course,right?! Hmm... Fine,let's wait for 3years more to think about it,lol...
fail to plan is plan to fail~~do u stil remember who saiddis to us?honestly,i oso dunno m i have my own plan~~what i plannow is jz finish my study den quick quick go find a job for myself and start to help my family~~dun want my sister be so san fu anymore~i guess u might continue to be teacher gua,last time i watch a hong kong tv programme,they said scorpio is good to continue doing a same thing!cuz they will do better and better~~mayb u wil be aheadmaster one day leh~~dun think too much lah,study is not want to get the same field job ma~~me osostudy bba lah,u think i'll be a CEO anot??after 3years,u'll have ur own way!!support u o!!
回复删除有人说，planning就好像20岁的自己要教50岁的自己做事情一样，那代表间接承认自己越活越退步了，不合乎逻辑~我觉得这样的说法有点像在扭曲事实，但又觉得好像说得很对~可能是因为我这人也没有什么计划的关系吧...个人觉得其实见步行步的处事态度也没什么问题...啊...
回复删除人要plan好一天三餐想吃的东西，出去要穿哪件衣服，和每个月可以花费的budget...就已经够头痛了~其他的事就顺其自然吧，反正人生本来就是没剧本的脱序演出。
我也support you :)(haha)
Scorpio is good to continue doing the same thing? lol... So i'm definitely different with cp la...XD
回复删除Hmm, yea, i'm agree with both of u, i just don't like to listen too much advices that make myself more confuse... Sometimes will very easily influence by them de...
Just like people always ask me am i going to be a permanent teacher or not, if yes then y don't I directly go study at maktab perguruan, if no y wanna become a temporary teacher, sounds like I'm wasting my time only...(=.=)