remember me, remember u...

Oops, they are graduated...
Oops, the graduation trip is over...
Oops, he wasted our last night in PD!!

anyway, we really had fun during the singapore + PD trip... There were too many unforgettable moments, and...
unforgettable children...^^

played the childish truth or dare, looking at them when they were doing silly thing to another player, and laughed... no need to worry that somebody will do something to me cuz my name wasn't included in those small piece of papers~ lol

after that played poker with another gang... some of them cheated to get the power card, some of them really used their brain to win, some of them insulted those who doesn't know how to play, some of them need people to remind only know it was his turn to play... full of laughter... that was the only time i didn't feel sleepy and bored... seriously...XD

all of us danced together in PD at night, played games... boys kissed girls' hand, boys kissed boys' cheek, boys take off their shirt, girls hug girls~ haha...
pity two little boys, i was so heavy! so sorry huh~XD i love the way my group's children called me loudly when the MC told them they need a teacher in their group...^^

Ah, pulled by someone into the swimming pool!! Haiz... don't know for many times la... maybe once, or maybe twice... I don't like this(=.=)

Sang some songs when we were on the way back to school... The mic is in my hand, nobody wants to take it...(=.=) so i sang la... haha! love the moments we sang together like a mini concert... Oops, i saw jy shiunn asked me to not sing anymore when i looked at the back, but i just ignored him... haha! but then the tv got problem oh... can't sing ad... lol

played poker in the bus since we got nothing to do... and i can't sleep... won for many times le~ that's the benefits to play with girls... haha!

reached school and said bye to the best tour guide in my heart... after that put down my luggage on a chair, after that i found that jy shiunn was sitting beside that chair... talked some nonsense things with him, and looking around at the guard house.. suddenly he hit my right leg hardly from the back, before i scold him, he showed me his hand which got a dead mosquito and my blood... ok, forgive him, haha!

Time to say goodbye, make a wish--somebody please hold the time so that we don't have to say goodbye... but it doesn't comes true...

Say hi to holidays~

UPSR result is finally released~ this morning, somebody told me that we can see the result at the board in the hall ad, so i went to the hall, followed by hoe ting, but only saw last year's UPSR result, cheat me ar?!...(=.=)

when we was going to upstairs, we saw mr hoh, he told us that he's going to staple the UPSR result at the board... So we helped him to control those standard 6 students that too excited to see their result...

Felt so happy for my sister because she got a not-bad-result~XD maybe not as good as those top students but it's extremely better than mine! Haha... Oops, I never be and will never be a top students...(because I'm not square square de~XD) "Give her five" when I saw her... Haha, too excited...

Congratulations to the 22students who got straight A's...^^

Last day for me to see 1B students ad but because of need to key in the UPSR result, so I didn't enter their class... Yesterday purposely bought the finger biscuits for them le... Haiz... Finally I gave the biscuits to 2H students when having music class with them...^^ Daniel said he'll miss me during the holidays le... lol, so sweet... I will miss him too...XD

Cleared all the books and assignments today finally!! Hahaha... So I have no stress anymore~XD Tomorrow going to clean up my table and the drawers...^^

Countdown-ing

Listed out which tuition class' subject that I willing to teach next year in mdm quek's book... I prefer to teach BM pemahaman and BC(either standard 1,2 or 3), no karangan(this subject is tough!! I hate to mark the karanganSsSs...) and no english... Haha, hopefully I get those classes that I wanted and controllable~^^

Amanda Seah and some other students which are same class with her... Just got their prefect tie and they've started their job today, controlling standard 1 students while teachers were busy with the rehearsal of graduation day... I was at 1B on that time, teaching BM, those new prefects keep going to my class and asked me to save them... lol, I can't help them since I need to teach my students, I thought Amanda is fierce enough?! Haha... She still need some experiences to approve the control-class-skill...XD

Finally i've got the name list of students that going to the singapore graduation trip... There are 7girls and 3boys in my group, I'm quite satisfied with these combination... Too many boys will make me mad till out of control... Girls are much better...XD

Found a group leader among them, which is the girl who very good in acting that I mentioned in my previous post, she's quite helpful I guess...^^ Fine, let's forget about the sadness because of the graduation day, we can still meet during the graduation trip... Oops, only for the four days three nights...

Trap of sweets...XD

three more days to go for the graduation day...

Today we were having a rehearsal for it... Among the performances, I like the dance "louie louie" the most... All performers dance very well...^^ The second is the drama... Maybe the girl can be an actress or DJ when she grows up...^^ 6M's first performance not bad also, but I can't hear the sound of the singers at all... 6K's song is good but because of two of the boys not dare to hold girl's hand spoil the performance... Ok la, at least make me felt funny... Haha~XD
They can surely do better, if they want...^^

Most of the teachers do not teach anymore but I'm still teaching... Anyway, because of the holiday is just around the corner, everyone thought of wanna relax only, students not so concentrate when having my class, keep on playing and talking, and even screaming... Well, when I said I will give sweets to those who act good, they quickly become quiet ad... lol, that's what we call "children"...XD Then only I can mark books in the class instead of scolding them... Good, save time to do more things~ Really, if they are not so naughty, I will like them very much~ But it seems impossible, only few of them are always listen to what teachers say...(=.=)

At least still got few of them... Haha...

After school and after duty, went to King's brought some breads and jelly as ours lunch... When I went back to my car, I can't believe that the driver seat's door can't close up properly!! Bang and bang, also can't close up le... Haiz... My sister who sat behind helped me to hold the door as I was holding it too... If we were not holding it, it will open by itself especially when I was turning left or right...(><)
So I've decided to drive it to the car service centre, arrived and told the problem to a mechanic, he bang the door and... It closed...(=.=)

WASTED my time only, the stupid door!! And wasted our energy to hold the door!! Haiz... Speechless ad... The mechanic spray something to the door lock, then I asked him... Kena bayar ar?! He said no... Luckily~ I'm really poor enough, didn't have extra money for extra expense...XD

the 2nd post in november

Didn't blogging for quite a long time, busy with this and that, really lazy to touch the slowest pc in the world which located in my house... It makes me lost my patient... Really!! I swear I will change it as soon as possible, after we move to the new house...(><)

In fact I have many things wanna share in my blog, but... sigh, nevermind la, those things became history ad, now got no mood to type them out... Just forget about that~

Hmm... Not too excited about this coming holiday, you know, just because of standard 6 students are leaving the school... Haha, really don't know what kind of thinking is this?! Other teachers tak sabar-sabar looking forward to the holidays le~ I can't even understand myself most of the time... Last year not that serious de le... But this year I really feel "something" deeply~ Maybe next year will be more serious if I teach standard 6 again!! Yea, every year also I got teach standard 6 de... Don't know how about next year~ I hope to...^^

The charity sales was kinda tiring but I got something from it, just like know some students better... And I like this... From there I knew that who are responsible, who are capable, who are really work hard for teachers, who are good in other part instead of getting an excellent result as adults always requested... I like to find out all these things through my eyes, not from others' mouth... I don't believe their perception, I only believe with things that I saw...

When somebody says xxx is not good bla bla bla, I will explain for them and try to change those people's mind about xxx... Haha... Yea, My view is different with others sometimes... I can see those things that others can't see...(not "those things", haha...) Is that the speciality of a Scorpio? lol, or the speciality of mine?!XD

I like the moments they make me feel touch...^^

One more week to go...

It's already friday... It's already 13th of nov...

Time passed too fast that I haven't ready to say goodbye to standard six students. And the time left five days for all of us to see each other... Everyone knows that even we may have chance to meet again, but the feeling will be totally different...
It's gonna be strange...

We laughed together for nonsense thing, we teased each other for fun... Sometimes felt angry to them, when they were making noise purposely while sitting for an exam... Sometimes felt like wanna scold them when they came to disturb me when I was teaching, but they are too good in acting funny that make me don't know how to scold them, so most of the time laugh only la...XD

Appreciate while some of them helped me to control my class voluntary while I was busying with charity sales' stuff... Dun Shuinn told me that he is good in controlling those kids, even told me the tips to make them keep quiet, haha... I like the way he talked like he was enjoying with that job...XD

Seeing one of the volunteers holding a cane to warn a boy not to make noise or stand up, and some of them keep shouting to those little kids... This situation made me laughed out loudly till couldn't stop, too funny k... It's time to let them know how tough is a teacher's life... Haha...

Thanks hao zheng for controlling 1B for me, too... Oh, He brought curtis and grace to there also... And, he was so proud that he made few of the kids cried?! omg...XD Special thanks mindy for helping me in eveything, from the beginning till the end of the charity sales... Felt touching when hui jing came and helped me, she wasn't in my group, and so with mindy... Not only two of them, but some of the 4H students and 5M students too... But u know what, such a big gang sitting at the stone table which outside the office, always complaint by teachers inside... lol, can't control laughter, talked a lot of fun topics...XD Fun till those students pretended they were so busy till cannot enter class...

How good if everything just remain the same... How good if we can still have such good relationship... When there are adults that I can't communicate with, I'm happy that I still have those kids... When I found that adults around me are good in acting, at least I found the sincere from children...

Struggling... I think I shouldn't like them so much, not too close with them to avoid sadness when they are graduated and leaving this primary school... But no doubt, I like them very very much... even feel so lucky that I'm part of their memories, one of their teachers... This is the only thing that encourage myself to continue have such busy life...

If it's time to say goodbye, can you please remember me as I will always remember you?! Don't forget to say hi again when you come back to school... Photos photos!! I need to take many many photos to keep as our memories~ Glad and proud to have such students, this is the pride of being a teacher bah i guess...^^

奇妙的谈话地点

我们在静止不动的车里侃侃而谈，
说说笑笑的。
经过的人和车又再次经过我的车旁，
他们用奇怪的眼神往我们望了望，
嗯，或许他们觉得我们的行径很可疑。XD
说不完的话题换了一个又一个，
时间一分一秒地过，
膀胱一点一滴地涨（哈哈，应该早点说嘛）。
总是在我们的谈话中感觉我们在某些方面很相像，
也许就是那些共同点让我们联系在一起吧~
怪咖，
其实只是因为我们跟别人不一样。
我乐于当这样的自己。^^

p/s:今天上课，果然就迟到了...在车里谈天好像很不错，但也好像很"吃油"啊~哈哈...

tipu tak boleh...

tipu tak boleh！

冷面笑匠型的教授极富正义感的说~

他接下去说...

tapi bohong ok...

害我差点喷水。（=.=)

凌晨两点钟

Forced to burn midnight oil to finish some of those things that almost reach the deadline... Feel so sorry to my liver!! Everyone is sleeping now, only me still struggling here... sigh, how good if i have many hands that allow me to finish many things in just a second... Ah, i think i just go and sleep la, continue tomorrow! Don't wanna torture my liver and my eyes ad... ZZzzzzzzz~

210909

Purposely not to create any new post so that u guys focus on the photo for longer time, lol...XD Ahem, he's really very good de, seriously...^^
Back to english mode after blogging with chinese for several posts...

Just like last year, we went to fandi's house to celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri with our ex-classmates on the 2nd day of raya, and I was the driver as usual. Still not dare to pick people up with the new car, haha.

(the engine mati for three times yesterday when I was on the road with it...><)

What a hot day!! But fandi still wore a jacket...(=.=) Arrived his house, keep drinking, eating, talking and laughing... "Bu yao wan wan", haha! Yakin said he's still remember this sentence, by the way, we never taught him about it. We only taught him "sot ar you", lol...XD

We really had fun in this gathering, most of the time we talked about nonsense. Fandi kept asking us to eat, so we ate a little bit of lontong with sotong and mihun... Walileh~ those food were so spicy can?! Gosh, we kept drinking orange juice and coca-cola with many ice. Haha~

After that we went to aesyah's house at 6pm. Ate lontong again. Cuz the mak cik kept asking us to eat also. Anyway, the curry chicken was super nice to eat, not too spicy! Ah~ So full...^^ Raya = many curry food and lontong~XD

Said wanna go home at 6.30pm, ended up we left at 7pm... Ahaha, too many nonsense to chat about. Yakin nonstop blaming Fandi whom didn't back up his cheat... They always like to bluff us... lol~ thought of the days we played cards together in our classroom, sometimes even played for the whole school day! Played till wanna vomit, haha~ Now missing those days pula...XD

Oh, thanks for bringing me back to the happiest time in my life so far...^^

当我们同在一起，快乐就是如此容易。

喜欢他

星光五班的孙自佑，总是能轻易地就吸引我的目光。那天在言语间提到了他，妹妹却不知道他是五班里面的哪一位，稍微形容了一下，才突然发现...他竟然也是单眼皮男生。哈哈，我好像比较无法抗拒单眼皮男生的魅力呢～XD
他也许不是唱得最好听的，歌声却带着满满的诚意。他也许不是长得最好看的，却是公认可爱的，就一副没心机的样子。好像无论在忙些什么都好，只要轮到他唱歌，就什么都比不上静静聆听更重要了。

喜欢他干干净净的声音，喜欢他干干净净的样子，喜欢他唱歌时的招牌动作，虽然有时我会希望他换点别的动作...XD

喜欢看他被陶子亏的时候腼腆的表情，喜欢看他搞笑地用气音讲话，喜欢他的很多很多，可以没有理由，也可以有无数个理由。看见他，会让我想起那个曾经很想去认识的你。

你的本份，不是我的本份

讨厌明明不爽却要装出笑脸迎人的模样。
我不是懂得伪装自己的人，
请不要强迫我作出虚伪的事情。
都把话说出口了，
我还有拒绝说不的余地吗?!
我是个很peace的人，
与人好好相处是我的座右铭。
我鲜少麻烦别人，
也希望别人不要来麻烦我。
自己做好自己的本份，
其实并没有很难。

任性

去年的这个时候，
嚷嚷着要朋友们陪我一起参与生活营。
生活营或许会玩些幼稚的游戏，
但我想我们应该还玩得起吧?!
怎么讨论的结果听起来，
却像是我独自一人，
还在挣扎着想要抓住青春的尾巴。
好像提出了一个自以为每个人都会buy的建议，
不赞成的声音却像子弹般扫射过来。

少数服从多数...

好想任性地把钱付一付，
然后自己去闯荡一下。
趁我那苟且偷生的冒险精神还没消失前，
今年的生活营，
又有谁会不顾一切地把时间留给我，
陪我任性一次。

如果...

别管以后将
如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲
已经足够
人的一生有
许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我

如果我变成回忆，
有没有在你心里，
留下深深的足迹，
足够逗留整整一个世纪。

临时演员

我不是任人摆布的人，只是更懂得尊师重道这四个字的意义。

从小就受到良好家庭教育的影响，只要自己有能力做到的事情，都尽量不给别人添麻烦。一种米养百种人，这个正确的观念似乎并没有让他对自己的所作所为感到惭愧。是啊是啊，毕竟他是那种只要麻烦不在自己身上，落在谁的身上都无所谓的人。可笑的是，他才是那一位必须扛起责任的人。己所不欲，勿施予人。大概是老师教书时他在打瞌睡，听成己所不欲，必施予人吧…(><)

对呀，我不是任人摆布，只是比那人更有肩膀，受长辈所托，把属于他的责任扛了起来。让人哭笑不得的是，我在扛责任的同时，他却在他的座位上安安稳稳的享受他的空节。真神奇，他竟然都不会感到不好意思或是一丝丝内疚。哦，不对不对，我怎么可以对他这么苛求呢，他的良心所剩无几，当然不会有那种感觉（我早该发觉的）。

我只是个临时演员，名字只有在非常时期时才被人想起。对呀，多么的卑微，却又是不可或缺的候补。不起眼的功夫，让临演做。跑腿，更适合。什么?谁谁谁缺席?!没关系，永远都有临演在后面随时候命。临演能者多劳，临演把工作做得很好，临演能人所不能。临演在完成工作后获得的是一些中听不中用的话，只为了谁谁谁在日后还需要临演帮忙时，至少理所当然一些。

尊师重道，所以临演尽量把交代下来的任务做好。只是临演不会再像以前那样傻傻的为了做那一些事，而把自己手头上一些更重要的事撇在一边。临时演员也是演员，人与人之间的相处是尊重在支撑着，而不是利用。

解脱

三点钟，整个办公室就只剩下我一个人，偶尔会有副校长、书记或是清洁工人进来装水。要不是因为妹妹考试考到三点四十五分，真的别指望我会留下来。一堆尚未批改的国语作文簿子静静地躺在我座位后面的书橱前，我却固执地翻着看得不亦可乎的哈利波特书。（看了三天，终于看完了，长痛不如短痛，注定看了要心痛的，还是越早看完越好～）

在他们快要考完之前的几分钟前，把水壶洗了洗，等待着那几百张椅子被拉开的声音出现，然后还听到故意发出的尖叫声…很故意很故意的，就像是做云霄飞车明明不怕但却硬是要尖叫的人发出的声音。真不晓得这样做有什么乐趣…

在办公室坐太久的确会让人没剩多少耐心，东西收一收就赶快去车上等妹妹来跟我会合。途中遇到一些学生，他们兴奋地谈论着刚刚获得的解放，我觉得像是有些东西应该要对他们说的（像是恭喜之类的话吧），但又觉得不太想说。结果还是没说…原因也许是我跟他们并没有很熟，又或是没心情跟他们说话，也或许那一些话我比较想对自己的妹妹说吧…

终于从压力中解脱了，无论老师或学生都一样高兴吧。只希望六年级学生别太兴奋，纪律还是要顾好，校规还是要遵守的。偶尔在自由的范围里面放纵一下不是过错，是非对错明明每个人都可以分得清清楚楚，却偏偏故意要干些什么去挑战人家的忍耐度，是怎样?!(=.=)

A game in the hall...

My first PJK class at the smaller field with 6 yellow students... was dunno-how-to-describe, haha! Only my class going down to the field on that day, after warming up their body, asked boys to take a football and some rackets plus bulu tangkis(in english is...?! I've forgotten...0.o) Oops, they ran back and said the container was locked, monitor said find "uncle John", haha, ok la, got the key and took out all those things we needed. Some of them said they wanna play basketball, don't be silly k...(=.=)

Played for a while after that it was raining. Sigh, put those things back, locked the container, Shaun gave back the key to "uncle John". Still got one more period, Asked them is it wanna go back to classroom, they said nevermind, we can go to the hall and play some games.

Gathered, asked them what games they wanna play. Monitor said, let's crawl and see who is the fastest one. He said he saw teacher Teo let her students play this game before... Lame lo him, so funny de...XD Who wants to play this game oh... He even said wanna take out the mattress le...(=.=)

Ok, finally we played another game... Ahem, another chidish game, haha! Better than going back to class doing nothing ma...XD Asked all of them to stand in a round shape, boys were so refuse to stand besides girls, thought I want them to hold their hands meh, never k... Girls will be very rugi de~ lol

The game was... ya la, childish, but funny also when seeing them chasing their friend...XD Ok la, maybe some of them thought this game isn't fun at all, just like my sister... Haha, whatever... Their next PJK class will be at 15th september, after the UPSR! Charge up for u guys' exam k!^^ I'm waiting to hear good news from all of you!

Problems

Yesterday was the last day for standard six to have tuition in school holidays... Went to fetch my sister, and finally I saw our field that become smaller... Sad le, Although we already informed by others before that our field will only left 2 over 3... Sigh, really don't know how to have PJK class in such a small field...(=.=)
And I don't know where should teachers park our cars also... We gonna face lots of problems after this holiday is ended... Ah, hopefully everything is solvable...

Self-learning car lesson for an hour...XD

Yo... a very good improvement, I drove the Kancil to much far away just now... Passed by Carrefour, passed by kah yue a.ka. sailormoon's house(thought wanna sms u to tell u about that, but... it's too silly to do such thing... lol), passed by pretty colleague's house, went through the "nga nga san", drive into Ampang Saujana, and turned back to my house... For three times, I guess... Thought wanna drive it to Chung Hwa, but it's quite far away, so... maybe next time la... Haha!

Along the journey, my car mati api for three times le... So scared and stress when mati api in front of a lorry, the lorry so big and my Kancil so small...(><) Anyway, I drove for about an hour today! Salute to myself and to all those people that can drive a manual car very well, haha!XD

Let's talk about yesterday, Alex came back to Malaysia finally... So we had a gathering with him at Bar.B.Que plaza which located in Times Square.(not B.B.Q plaza k, lol...) Instead of 5person, only 3person were going. Because of some personal reason, another two person didn't go. It was a rainy day, my umbrealla nearly broken by the strong wind and rains while waiting for a bus...(=.=)

Kah Yue picked me up on time. Put my wet umbrella into a plastic bag, and then put them into my bag. Arrived Times Square, Kah Yue took the ticket before entering the car park and passed it to me, so I put it into my bag. Called Alex, and we met him at first floor. We keep on teasing and insulting each other during the gathering, lol... Keep laughing only, I think we were the noisiest table in that restaurant, lol...

Although the gathering was only last for an hour, but we really had fun, huh?!^^ Hmm, I appreciate this friend, and really believe that his future is kinda bright just like the sun...^^

Shall we meet each other the next year? The next next year? And the next next next year? Haha... Hey, Alex, really nice to meet such a friend like you. Keep in touch ya.^^

Ok, after Alex is gone, Kah Yue and me still staying there, hopefully we can finish the vegetables which Alex didn't eat even a small piece of it...(=.=) After that we paid the bill and went to the autopay machine to pay the parking fee.

So I took out the ticket from my bag, oh no... The ticket was wet! We tried to insert it into the machine but... U know, just unseccessfully...(=.=) So we went to the information counter, asked for help, the receptionist asked us went to the office. And finally I paid the parking fee for RM5... As long as not RM32... Haha!

Really don't know what happened to Kah Yue and me... Recently always got trouble with the parking fee, lol... We are not suitable to go out together by car maybe, haha! After that she left me at Ampang LRT bus stop because she wasn't free to fetch me home... I think I've waited for an hour, after saw the 11th number 79 bus, finally I saw a number 28 bus... Thanks god, stood till my legs also "sour" ad, lol...

Sitting at the seat that nearby the driver, nothing to do so I was seeing him how he moves his legs and left hand while driving a manual bus. Ahaha, don't know whether he realise that I was seeing him or not, not because of he's handsome or what k, just learning driving skill from him. Don't too perasan, lol. Well, I really learnt something...XD

good try

Woah, today the manual car never mati api when I was driving it la~ Hahahahaha, And this time I drove it for a longer way!XD So nervous can?! I was sitting in the car, used one of the keys among two keys to open the gear, Eh?! Y cannot open one?

Tried and tried and tried, obviously I used the wrong key, haha! Started engine after that, turned on the air-cond... And just sitting in the car, not dare to move the car... So scared it will be mati api again... Haiz, really got phobia ad!(><)

Sat for almost 10minutes, I knew that I can't just sitting in the car, that's not my purpose! Took a deep breath, make sure there were no cars moving around mine, so I tried to move the car... Nearly mati api, but I did move it successfully, lol... Along the journey, I kept screaming and talking only, to myself, and to the car... lol, I think this is very useful for me to learn how to drive a manual car...XD

Something like:

>Oh, please don't mati api, please...
>Ah, no no no, should step on the brake, not the clutch...
>Change gear, change gear!!
>Why still move so fast, stop stop stop..
>Aha, very good...XD

Ahem, silly but efficient...^^ Practise makes perfect, I can do better if I practise more...XD Thought wanna drive it to Carrefour Ampang to buy something, but still not confident to myself yet, safety frist ma, wait until someday I can handle the car very well then I will drive it out...^^

Be punctual for once, at least...

Aha~ my holidays has started!! No schooling nor working...XD But will still go to school to fetch my sister, and mark some books there...^^ Ah, I was so stupid because I didn't give any homework for my students in this holiday.. Haiz, in fact the time did not allow me to do so because last Friday's english story telling competition took my BM period, sigh... After holiday they will have lots of homeworks, need to rush syllabus, I hope they can improve their speed in writing...(=.=)

Today the lecturer was late AGAIN!!!! Not few minutes nor half and hour, but TWO HOURS AND FIFTEEN MINUTES!! Gosh, me and my friends were so willing to leave ad, don't feel like wanna look at his face also... Don't like him lo, doesn't he knows that time is gold?! After he came he let us sat for the first test, I just try my best to finish it la, like not enough time only, a lot of questions...(><) After the test the time was already 2pm, he let us went home without having any lecture... Speechless, although I hope that I can go home earlier, but I think he should teach us at least something after received the salary lo... Eh, we pay for study de le, not pay for wasting our time! Be punctual for once, at least... I'm waiting for this "miracle"...

Malays are fasting, feel so embarrass to drink or eat around them, but still need to eat and drink also for my own sake... Sometimes try not to let them see me when I'm drinking or eating, so troublesome, like I'm doing something illegal only, lol...

Finally I've finished reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix this morning at 1am, thought wanna finish it later but when I was to close the book, I opened it again, I think I can't sleep well if I didn't finish it, haha! So forced myself to finish it, so sad with what happen to Black la... Sigh, although this isn't my first time read it but the feeling still as strong as first time...(><)

Okay, going to explore is there any other nice books in chung hwa's library, haha! At least find something to read before I can read the next episode of Harry Potter which already borrowed by kah yue... Hmm, I think it's hard to find another interesting book other than the series of Harry Potter...^^

Wanna sleep so much right now, but mum asked me to look after the soup that she's boiling... Herself go to Tesco ad... Fine...(=.=)

dinner

Yesterday there was a dinner for teachers at Nobel House, I'm the driver on that night fetching kah yue and hoe ting. Hate to drive at night, seriously...(><) Arrived there and ready to park my car, due to some reasons(that I can't explain), I stopped the car in front of the restaurant, and let the indian parked it for me(actually I wanna park my car by my own, haiz...). So the parking fee surely higher than RM5 la after plus the tips.

All the teachers wore nicer than usual, all of them make up and some set their hair at salon. Except me and kah yue a.k.a Sailormoon...XD Started the karaoke section before dinner, some sang very well, and some not at all... Eating while listening to the music, sometimes chat with teachers also... During the lucky draw section, everyone was saying they don't wanna get the biggest vase, get what also better than that. I agreed, fortunately I got a fan, haha! If compare with the biggest vase, I rather they give me a sweet, my house is small enough still give me such big useless thing for what, hor? Haha...

The music became louder and louder, till I had moodless to join the chat between kah yue and mei lian, most of the time I need them to repeat and repeat their chat for me because I can't hear them, only saw their mouth was moving only...(=.=) Ah, better just sit there quietly and let they two to chat la, it's too troublesome to let them repeat the same thing for several times! Haiz... And my stomach was a bit uncomfortable...

The dinner was quite nice la, not drinking the red wain because I need to drive, I think I won't drink it also if I'm not driving. Haha~ While those teachers still singing, we were quit because the time was late, so we went to get my car. The indian said the parking fee is RM5, and the service charge we can pay how much as we like. So kah yue and hoe ting together paid RM10, because they don't have smaller amount than that, haha!

Smaller field

Since we can't play basketball at the basketball court because of it is already use as a temporary carpark, there are fewer choices of sports we can play during PJK class...(><) The field become smaller when four classes forced to share it together... Haiz, it's terrible!

Not enough spaces so most of the students walk here and there with doing nothing... The more terrible thing is students play volley ball in the field but nearby the temporary carpark! OMG, so dangerous k! Those aren't my students so I told their teachers to ask them move to other places to avoid hitting the cars accidentally. But they only said ok ok but didn't do also! Still chatting over there just because of their car parked far away from dangerous...(+.+)

Come on la, other teachers' car no need to take care de meh? What kind of thinking is that? Sweat... Not only that but saying something irresponsible also, not funny lo k! So I forced to do it by own, nonstop asking students to play at other place... Tired... I wondering what will those teachers eplain if really got something happen to teachers' car!! Heh...

Congratulations

Well, I think there are more and more pupils hate me since this morning... Yeah, hate, more seriously than don't like... They were just too good to make me become hot temper! I've been working for two years as a teacher, never so angry to a student no matter how naughty are they(I think I'm quite patient k). But today some of them were so rude to me... So they think that their attitude should be like that to a teacher?! I tried so hard to calm down, at the same time, they were nonstop talking some rude sentences, nonstop k! Like the flies keep flying nearby your ears!! I tried not to bother them, but no matter how patient is a person, the patience will reach the borderline if someone goes beyond the limit of it!!(><)

Let me tell you the whole story...

Everytime during standard six PJK class, my class won't be able to play basketball at the basketball court because of Mr Soo. If I'm not mistaken, my class only played at there for twice(included today) in this whole year! So why we can played there in this morning? Because Mr Soo was absent, we can only play at there when he's absent!! Not too inordinate, right?! Just twice in a year! Please la, six red every week also play basketball, should let other students play also, my thinking got nothing wrong, right?!

Start the PJK class for few minutes, some boys from that class came and asked me to let them play also. So I told them the same thing, should let my students to play since they already played for so many times, they can play other sports and bla bla bla. So they didn't say anything, just stood and looked at those who were playing. After few minutes again, some other students from that class came again and asked me to join them again. So I was considering, but I didn't tell them that I was actually thinking wanna join six red students play together, holding the whistle in my pocket, preparing to stop my students.

While I was still considering, a girl from that class came also, she said something like ordering me to let them play, with don't know what face expression! So who does she think she is?! Dare talked to me though that way!! Fine, no consideration anymore! Because of her rude attitude, made herself and her classmates cannot play basketball! I was so angry to her, I never scold standard six like that k, she made me did it, break record, very good! Buat malu saja. Deal with me through a better way, I will consider it. But, you know, I don't like people so ill-mannered talk to me through that rude way.

Told you that I was trying to calm myself down, but the anger is higher than I can control, so I looked at her and scolded:" Have I ever asked my students to keep disturbing you to let them play while your class was playing basketball every week?! Never, right? Leave away from this basketball court now! All of you leave away from me..." Before they leave, I heard two boys said:"we just stand and see only, never speak anything". Yea, I know, but I was too angry on that time. So I don't wanna talk to any students from six red.

Oh, I'm so refuse to enter their class, so refuse to see their face, so refuse to listen the rude way they talk to teachers, so refuse to talk with them also. Ok, just try your best to don't like me, or hate me. And just go and complain me to whoever. And try your best to pull down my reputation. I don't care, because I don't think I did anything wrong. Oh, why don't they use their brain to think why I will act like that, huh? And why don't they change their attitude to become a better student. Haiz... It's so hard to let me don't like somebody. But they did it. Congratulations.

胃酸在胃里翻腾

我到底是怎样通过驾驶执照的考试的啊?!

这个问题一直周旋在脑海里，刚刚去试了一下新车，短短的路程，引擎却自动停下了超过十次...这真的让我很沮丧。(T.T) 才刚驾离停车位，我就后悔了，后悔为什么要自己一个人冒这个险。幸好那个时候没有什么车，不然肯定会被车鸣鸣惨了...

要让车子向前动，它却退后。好不容易向前动了一些，车身整个前后剧烈地摆动，然后...引擎停下，在路的中间!!哦，真的太可怕了，我好像完全不适合驾手动的车，整个就是手忙脚乱，那段超短的路程里做得最多的事就是重新开启引擎。

对那一辆车我真的是无能为力啊~是我太高估了自己吧，结果是完全驾驭不了...明明应该安分守己地驾好自动车，却硬要买一辆手动车。很好，搞到自己那么狼狈，就是固执换来的“报酬”。千辛万苦地把车泊回原位后（在那之前，该死的引擎又停了一次），一下车才发现腿有点软。谢天谢地，我并没有把它给撞坏，也算是值得庆祝的一桩喜事。也许，就把它送给爸爸吧~^^

p/s:紧张会让胃酸在胃里翻腾吗?!好像有那种感觉耶...(><)

Hi, Bo...bo?!

Finally... We own the Perodua Kancil!^^ Sister said wanna name it as Bobo?! Haha... This is not a nice name k... Think another nicer one!XD Just now dad fetch us to have our dinner by driving it... It's in a good condition~ I'm satisfied with the radio. Haha! It's been such a long time I didn't drive a manual car, dad was teaching me by demonstrating his way to drive it. Like suddenly stopped the car and said:"nah, this is how u stop ur car in this situation" And a lot more. lol! My dad always cute...^^

Seriously, I can't remember exactly how to drive a manual car le... Worrying~ I don't know I will take how long time to learn back the skill, not confident to myself at all...(><) Learn slowly la, haha! Dad said those who drive manual car must use brain to think, so I forced to use my brain la, hopefully I can be more clever after this~XD

My office table is so "clean and clear" these few days, haha! Maybe just this few days... Cuz too free already so I keep cleaning it...^^ Well, today I was reading Harry Potter in the office again, while others were talking loudly, or whispering in their gang. I rather put myself into Harry Potter's world instead of joining them. Weird, maybe they will think I'm a weird person, always read and read and read only... But, who cares?! 话不投机三句多...

My dad's car got problem again...

Today I only had two periods at 1M, hahahahaha~ Standard 1 was so good today, teach them to do an exercise which is rearrange sentences in chinese. Thought wanna teach them to draw something also, since I was so free and in a good mood.^^

But lastly got no time to teach also, because teacher Fong came to class already when I was thinking to do so, haha! She asked me why didn't put on a mask, I said I don't want. Haha~ Actually the mask not very useful also de la. Unless I got cough or what la, then I might have to put it on to avoid spreading out bacteria.

In fact I was very busy today in the office, busy reading Harry Potter...XD I had read it before, but the story is still that fresh for me~^^

After school, my sister and I decided to have our lunch at McDonald's, reached Ampang Point and found that the restaurant didn't open...(><) Fine, went to Oldtown also can. On the way to Oldtown, I felt something wrong with the air-cond, not cold at all suddenly... Arrived to the basement car park, parked my car and my sister went out the car earlier than me. She said nervously that the car is smelly. Make me so scared... So I faster went out from the car, and checked what's the problem.

I didn't smell anything, but the front of the car got some weird sound. Just sent it to repair yesterday le... Why so fast got problem?! Called dad, can't reach him. Called mum, she said she will call my brother's girlfriend. She's the one who recommended the mechanic to us yesterday...

Went to Oldtown to have our lunch first, after a few minutes, the mechanic called and said he will arrive after an hour. So we ate our lunch first. He called again on time, so I paid the bill and went to meet him at car park.

The car got no weird sound anymore, he checked and checked, said the car was lack of water. It's normal after cleaning up the water holder(don't know what it called, just simply put a name for it la, haha) And the point is... I asked him why he doesn't tell me about it yesterday?! He said usually he will tell customer but he forgot already because we were discussing how much should we pay...(=.=)

After he checked, he asked me to start the engine, so he gave me a car's key. I was just holding the key and said to him... Em, this is not my car's key wo... Then we were all laughed out loud, haha! So malu la him, gave me his car's key for what oh...XD

Hahaha, anyhow, finally the car is ok ad.

Anti-me

Today less than half of our students were present to school. Some of them went home earlier after knew the news that two students from 1B are in the hospital because of H1N1. 1B is the class that I enter the most in a week!! In fact the periods that I have in 1B just as many as the class teacher! Ahem, anyway, my body is quite healthy, haha! So far didn't see any symptom yet... Don't worry... If u are worry, just anti-me... lol~ The school was much quiet today~ because of so few pupils only, so most of the teachers didn't teach, included me.

2B PJK class(15pupils), I discuss something related to H1N1 with students.

6M(15++ pupils), relief Pn Zairos, thought wanna ask them to make some craft, but they rejected me..(=.=) Fine, let them chit-chatting, some of them played truth or dare. Oh, I like such a few people 6M...XD

5M Kemahiran hidup class(8 person), brought them to the library, borrowed some books from there, Harry Potter again, haha...

5K(10++ pupils), relief don't know what teacher, asked students went to library also, played a game with a boy on a paper... some students helped me, so I won...XD after the bell rang... We went downstairs back to the class...

This whole week got no tuition class after school, yoohoo~ can go home earlier...^^ Shouldn't sounds so happy, lol... Today was nice, cuz no need to shout in the class, haha! Let's wait and see how many pupils are coming to school tomorrow~^^

无力

Just too lazy to update my blog recently. It's considerable to delete my blog. Since I have no mood to update it frequently.

K, start this post with my brand new digital camera!^^



Bought it at pc fair last sunday! (02.08.2009)... Hehehe, so I bought a digital camera for the very first time~ Nice colour huh?!XD Will bring it out to take photos with u guys next time!^^ er, should I give it a name? lol

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By the way... I have the bad feeling again when I enter the classes lately, feel so fed up to see them nonstop making noise while I'm teaching in the class. Try to calm myself down... Try to pretend that I'm happy... But it's useless... Ah, Wanna be better in controlling class~

A colleague told me he thinks that I will become a permanent teacher after graduate from my degree. I said maybe... But still don't know yet, maybe I will change my mind on that time. He said u will surely become a permanent teacher de la, see the way u hold the pencil in ur hand also know ad... lol, what kind of reason is this?

After that he said again, if u didn't tell others, they will judge u as a permanent teacher but not temporary teacher. See those students so like u, always come and find u, means u have the charm ad la~

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Well, my opinion is... those students can do better if they are teaching by other teacher instead of me... so sad that I have to confess this... just because of I'm so bad in controlling the class... Haiz, like by many students so what? really so tired and so bored to scold them everytime I enter the class... haiz~
无能为力的感觉不好受...(><)

ah...

Finally I finished washing the toilet while listening to about 14 songs. The toilet was so dirty because I didn't wash it for 3 weeks already. Too lazy~ Haha, anyway, it is so clean now. I'm very good in washing toilet!XD

Thought wanna go to pc fair today, but dad asked us don't go because today got people demo at KL, so not going... Hopefully can go by tomorrow la~ last day already. or else I have to wait the next coming pc fair. When is it huh?! 0.o
Want a laptop and a camera so madly. I must buy them!!!!XD No money but still wanna buy them, slowly return those money to my parents la... lol, money can earn back de~

Tomorrow got class le, if this time the lecturer cancel class again, I will really complain him! Just fire him la! Haiz... This semester's lecturers not good la... Always cancel class, or come late, or didn't teach seriously. So irresponsible! Don't hope that I will give good comment about them when filling up the form that asking us about lecturer's attitude at the end of the semester!(><)

I'm always not good in thinking the title of my posts, haha, so just simply put one la for this post...XD

Cerita hantu

What a funny karangan...XD

car

After discussing for long time, lastly we've made the decision to buy a second hand manual kancil(lol~), instead of buying a brand new manual Myvi... Because I wanna learn back how to drive a manual car, forgot this skill already since I'm driving an auto car for more than 2years.

Maybe driving a manual car is harder than driving an auto car, but i still strongly mentioned to my dad and mum that I wanna buy it. I always think that those who can drive manual car are very cool, so I wanna be one of them. lol... To learn back this skill, I think a second hand car is more suitable, at least I won't be too sad if something bad happen to it... Haha!

Another reason is because it is much much cheaper than a brand new Myvi, take few years to finish paying the loan, hehe! Should know that I'm so poor... Anyway, although it is only a second hand kancil, but still excited about it... Can't wait to drive it... Haha~ a bit crazy already maybe...(=.=)

After bought it, then we will have two cars~ Then my dad can go to his office by car instead of riding motorcycle in rainy days...^^ That's very dangerous k... Wanna give him a better life(?!) Ahaha, too many things I wanna buy within this year~ a car, a laptop, a camera... I think I can have these three things very soon!!XD Hopefully...

昨天怎么了?!

我真的好爱唱歌哪～呵呵...减压减压!!昨天跟朋友去红箱唱歌，难得一起出去，心情当然是愉快的...XD 星期六的人潮多，车潮也多，塞了一轮后，家裕说她要把车泊在平时她习惯泊的泊车场，那里的泊车费比别的地方便宜，只需要6令吉...^^ 顺利地把车泊好后，我俩就往红箱前进。在进包厢之前，我把上次素莉给我的free one head charge voucher交给了接待员。在包厢里坐了一会儿，美莲就到了(惊为天人的漂亮，哈哈!跟平时不一样哟～哨子声都出来了...) 点歌点歌!!我不断的点歌，一连串都是我的饮歌，谁叫她俩要给我机会拿着那个遥控器?! lol

黑心到不行的两位堪称蛇蝎美人，竟然诅咒我唱到失声，没办法教书...(=.=) 可恶!!哈哈，我的喉咙身经百战，才不会那么脆弱叻～还有还有，jump掉我的歌就好啦，我也需要时间吃吃我的fish and chips啊!XD 就这样接力式地唱啊唱，三个人就唱掉了四个小时，不错不错，有前途，可以去开演唱会了～但应该没有人想看...吧，lol

哦，对了,小小的投诉一下，其中一个麦克风需要家裕施予暴力才会有声音哦!!(><) Haiz，叫waiter换了不懂多少次，整整一个半小时才来换电池耶...服务态度又不好,想怎样?!也许那个waiter只是害群之马，我也不想一竹竿打翻整只船，但还是忍不住对红箱的印象大大扣分...(v.v)

付费的时间到了，怎么那么贵呢?!很明显的他们并没有用到我给的free one head voucher... 出去问个明白，让我们等了半个小时，结果是... voucher弄，不，见，了!!!! 现在是怎样?! 这样的事情竟然会发生，也未免太神奇了吧?! 那位assistant captain很低声下气地一直跟我们道歉，低声下气到单脚跪在地上和我们说话，em～其实是因为我们坐在椅子上，他为了配合我们的高度，才会出现这样的画面...XD 他给我们的赔偿是下次再到红箱光顾之前，直接打电话给他订一间"靓房"，他会送1个 jug 的饮料给我们...怎么听都觉得这个赔偿方式不太划算，但我们也不想强人所难，最后还是接受了。

带着郁闷的心情走到泊车场，嘴里还在讨论着这件让我们心情郁闷的事... 家裕把车驾到泊车场收费站，掏出几令吉准备付泊车费... 那人说我们所需付的泊车费是32令吉!! 请睁大你的眼睛再看一遍，不是3令吉，也不是2令吉，而是32令吉！！我们两个听了之后直接傻眼...问了一轮后，才知道只有星期日傍晚五点过后的收费是6令吉，平时则是第一个小时3令吉，接下来每半个小时增加3令吉50仙。 他还说那一个泊车场在那一区是最贵的...(=.=)

叹气叹气，这一天不晓得是怎么了。值得庆幸的是，我们提早回家了，不然泊车费会达天文数字...(夸张修辞法，哈哈!) 经一事，长一智。 以后都不要泊那里就对了...(><)

消费超标了，接下来的日子，家裕啊～ 你和我都要勒紧肚皮过日子了!! 哈哈哈，没那么惨啦! 我说了，我们有福同享，有难同当，你就别内疚让我多付些钱了...^^ 钱可以再赚啊～ 重点是，撇开那张不见掉的voucher和超贵的泊车费不说，我们这一天其实也过得蛮不错的啦...我还知道原来头发太长会让人变“笨”，botak的人不懂会不会变聪明叻?!哈哈哈!XD

Happy day

Today got no meeting after school, so I had more time to do my own thing...^^ wrote the biodata that my sister passed it to me for her friend yesterday, don't know what to write so I used about half an hour to finish it. While writing it, there were two kacau students came to me, asked them to think a meaningful sentence for me to write in the biodata, lastly still I thought it by my own, sweat... And I found that the band's members always so free wan, lol~(er, maybe just some of them la... those who very expert in ponteng...XD) And they ponteng to office oh! Haha, funny, right?

After school, my sister and I went Oldtown to have our lunch, they changed the menu and we found that there are some new food and beverages... But we still ordered the same food and beverage like last time... Well, we are not that kind of person that like new things and forget the old things, lol...(directly translate from chinese~XD)
Maybe will try them after we felt bored with eating those "old food"...^^

Er, don't know why we laughed crazily again in the restaurant, always like that, haha! Means those things that we chat always funny but got no point... So I can't remember them, haha! Today is a happy day~^^ May all of us have such happy mood everyday~ Hehe... Oh, mum cooked red bean soup but I feel so full already... Drink it tomorrow la... I like red bean soup!!XD

p/s: another finding... think with a different way when we feel ourself is suffering, that will be more happier... We are the master of our mood~^^

slow down

不久前有一段时间有好多好多的事情要忙，所以做什么东西都很赶，尽量在最短的时间里做完。我可以一边跟别人说话，一边吃东西，一边准备待会儿要教的课文甚至做更多更多的东西，在同一时间里面。把自己搞到很忙很忙，当终于空闲的时候，我又慢不下来了。那天吃饭的时候，美女同事问我，是不是很饿，因为我吃得很快。其实那时候我有一个小时的空节，实在是不需要吃得那么快的，那一瞬间才惊觉我的生活节奏变快了...就是习惯了做任何东西都要快！总是不自觉的走路很快，吃饭很快，驾车很快...这样子很不好吧，我要学习Manhand慢行的态度，做事要慢慢来，慢工出细货嘛～压力也会少一些^^

p/s: 我并没有患上强迫症吧?!

纯粹来post一下

刚从6H班下来呢~ 郭老师摆了个乌龙，叫我上去代课，但他们的科学补习老师明明就有来，尴尬的叻！(><) 出来之前，我还是让他们起立了一下，不然自己出去我会更尴尬，哈哈！ 还是不太放心，所以我又去别班绕了一下，也许是代课别班呢~ 确定每一班都有老师之后，我才回到办公室来。也好，终于可以让我的喉咙稍微休息一下了。^^ 把还未吃完的杂饭吃完，硬吞的... 实在是不太好吃那~(=.=) 嗯，虽然还有好几叠簿子还没改，但我还是选择了blogging！XD 这样悠闲的日子可不可以再多给我几天呢?! 呵呵... 哦，钟声响了呢，又是时候去上课了！好吧，我承认，这一个post的确是没什么意义。XD

respect me and I will respect you...

Yay~ after stay at hospital for 4days, mum will come back home tomorrow!^^ dad keep asking and forcing me and my sister to clean up things at home. Nonstop reminding us to do this and that, like my mum only. He always act like that when my mum not at home. He scared mum will scold us cuz the house is dirty when mum not at home. Well, I just finished doing those houseworks...XD

I'm not teaching tuition class on Tuesday, but because of my pretty colleague had something to do, so I had to relief her tuition class. My throat is not comfortable, don't felt like wanna teach after suffered at 1B for the last 4periods non-stop.(><) But lastly forced to teach also because today many teachers were absent. Sigh, always like that.(=.=) Seldom can sit at office from 1.05pm to 3.00pm de lo... Haiz~ Wanna take rest also cannot! Got duty some more le... Tuesday is my busiest day within weekdays! Hate to teach tuition class on Tuesday!(v.v)

After school, me and my sister directly went to hospital visited mum, we had nothing much to do over there, so we chat some useless things and nonstop laughing like crazy ad. lol, so noisy. And you know what, the room got two patients which are my mum and another girl. And there are two tv in that room. So we watched the channel that we like and that girl watched other channel, her tv's sound was so loudly till we can't hear anything from our tv.

Then I purposely told my sister loudly, "eh, turn the sound louder", so she turned it. After that I said,"more louder, I still can't hear le..." lol, while saying this, I was laughing cuz I saw that girl turned her tv sound a bit softer ad. That's the impact that I wanted, haha! Lastly, I also asked my sister to turned ours softer.XD That girl should do like that earlier lo k, must know to respect others since the room not only herself but got other patient also. She thought that's her own room meh...(=.=)

waiting for a rainbow

Early in the morning, I was told by mdm kuah that I have to relief 6M for a chinese period from 8.15am-8.45am because their class teacher was absent. So I signed on that relief timetable, and went down to have the assembly. After having assembly at the field for twice last two weeks, finally we had our assembly at the hall with the new stage today. There are so many mosquitoes at the field can... And no chairs for teacher to sit down. So of course I prefer to have the assembly at the hall la... Haha!

The assembly ended at 8am, there was still 15 minutes left, so I don't wanna go to 6M first since I haven't eat anything yet. But the monitor Ms Mindy hor... Keep asking me go to her class right on that time, sweat. Don't you know before entering your class, I must eat till very full first so that I have enough energy to scold people(?!) ,lol... While I stepped into 6M, some of them were cheering, sweat, stop doing it la, nothing for you guys to cheer k...(=.=) By the way, today was still ok because half of the class went to library for... er... don't know what for, haha! So the class only left 20 something students, not too bad...

Thought wanna share a real story with them that I knew it yesterday from a tv show, but I think better not to do so because some of those students' attitude made me got no mood to share ad... Later make myself angry only, haha~ Must treat myself better!XD So just seeing them doing their homework. Some of them very talkative, and I really can't understand why they must talk so loudly till the whole class can hear their conversation? Whispering cannot? sweat... Can't they just do homework without making noise? (><)

Today went home earlier because I wanna bring something for my mum at hospital, received her call before I left the school, she asked me don't go to hospital first, dad is sick again, so I better go home to see what happened with him. So, with a complicated feeling, I was driving back to home. Hmm, after saw the doctor, he said dad has low blood pressure, that's why my dad feels dizzy frequently... I also feel not so comfortable these few days le, but I know I can't fall sick at this critical moment, so... Must take good care to myself so that I can take care of my lovely family...

彩虹总是在雨后出现，给自己信心和希望，去相信明天会更美好。

p/s: let's holding our hands together to overcome everything...^^

Useless lecturer!

Well, I get lost AGAIN!! Sweat... today is my first time drove to my new study place by my own, so I brought along the so-called map that I've written or drawn it last time when my dad was leading me to that place. Ok, I was very okay from the beginning, the roads are exactly same as last time. But I thought I should go straight on but actually should turn left when reaching a crossroads. So scared can?! Haiz...

Forced to continue driving along the wrong road since there's no way for me to U-turn...(><) Don't know I drove to where ad, keep moving on the highway like a no-head-fly, I hate that feeling! Because that is highway so I had to drive in a fast speed, but I don't know where were I and where should I go... I don't like the unsure feeling...(><)

The sound that came out from the radio was very annoying, made me more nervous and I got no mood to enjoy those music. So I turned off the radio and prayed that oh god, please let me found a road that I knew, and yes the god heard it... lol~ But need to pay RM2 for the toll fee. So I reached the yellow block safely, haha~ happy happy!^^

I was already late on that time, so I parked my car at the basement carpark, and rushed to my classroom. So crowded man! Luckily my friend prepared a chair for me, otherwise I don't know where to sit...(=.=) I was late but the lecturer haven't come yet wo... Ok la, waited for an hour till 10am, then somebody said the lecturer won't come today, don't know got what thing la... Then I was like 'what'?! To come this class I woke up early, drove so far away, and get lost tim... All these are useless in the end la?! Sweat... Really wanna do something to release my anger on that time lo... Haiz!

Drove the car to the Ampang market, I didn't get lost this time. Haha, bought some food as my family's breakfast. Then went back home. After that went out with them to visit mum at hospital. Her left hand is so swollen because of吊点滴. Hmm... Can't discharge yet cuz the doctor said she got lots of problem. Don't know what are those problems also cuz we heard from mum, not from the doctor. Stay there for a few hours, when we want to left, her friends came and visit her, so we can't leave yet.

Because of the room is so small and got no extra chair for us to sit, so my sister and I went out and simply walking around there. We were too bored and nothing to do, so tired already. Suddenly we found a machine that sells beverage. Sister said want to try it, so we bought a small cup of milo with RM1, very nice to drink, haha! We even introduced it to dad and mum, lol... They had the same opinion too... Maybe tomorrow we go buy it again,lol

After visited mum, sister said wanna go to Popular, so dad fetched us to Ampang Point, ate McDonald's and went to Popular. Met some students over there. Haha, I won't go there on such timing anymore. Busy greeting only,lol
Bought some books then we left and returning to home.

Ah, so tired... Bu shuang the lecturer very much lo! (v.v)

Not as nice as I thought...(=.=)

Oh, I'm so not good in assuming. I assumed that today will be a nice saturday in my previous post that I posted it yesterday. But... Hmm, not nice at all...

Today early in the morning(5.45am), I heard my alarm was ringing. Oh, forgot to off it yeaterday...(><) so I woke up to off it. Then I found that my stomach was so painful, ahem, girls should know what happen. So I went to the toilet with those things that needed.

After went out from the toilet, I saw my mum lying on the sofa, and there was a cup of milo on the dining table. Er, didn't bother her on that time because I don't feel like wanna talk early in the morning so I went back room continue to sleep.

After a few minutes, I heard some weird sounds came out from the toilet, so I woke up again to see what happened, my mum was holding the toilet bowl and vomitting! So I asked her is it she sick, she didn't bother me... Then I went back to my room again because I was too sleepy...

When I woke up again, the time was already 12.30pm... Dad said mum is in the hospital, later bring something to her. This news was quite shocked me cuz I thought my mum should be ok. Obviously she sick till need to stay in the hospital...

Quickly pack some clothes and food,then we went to the hospital to visit mum. Oh, mum was in a good condition when I saw her.^^ Most probably can discharge tomorrow~ Hehe, luckily! The doctor said mum is ok, but the cholestrol is higher than usual, 18 instead of 11. So have to be careful in eating food la. Yesterday just bought the dry meat le. She can't eat, haha~ nevermind, I will help her in this matter. lol

This year we've been going in and out from hospital for several times already. Hopefully we will never go there again...(><)

p/s: never assume something, cuz assume = ass u n me. A teacher told the whole class when I was a pre-U student.

a nice saturday

Tomorrow I have no class so I'm going to stay at my home for the whole day!! Happy happy~^^ It's quite strange to see me stay at home for a whole day cuz almost everyday also I have to go out for working or studying, so tired la k?! If go out for playing sure is different la~ Haiz... Want holiday so much... It's in august, 1more month to go... Once I'm lying on my bed, then will surely sleep within a few minutes! Insomia never happen to me since long time ago. Haha, tomorrow I wanna sleep till very late, very very late!! Maybe until noon?XD Mum, please don't wake me up so early~ Otherwise I will be super moody for the whole day! lol

p/s: Turn off all the alarms first...XD

spirited!!

Everytime when I check my exam result via the internet, always get the same answer only--not release yet. Haiz, the lecturers should mark quickly, they are too slow! I was checking that for 50++ times ad le...(><)

Today when I was entering the 2H for music class, a girl told me:" teacher khong, u r so spirited today!" lol, really? Never know about that. By the way, they were so spirited also, they weren't sing de but shouted the lyrics... (=.=) the classes beside 2H surely felt disturbed. Sorry ya~^^

Well, I think I'm not suitable to teach music class. They should teach by a teacher that know to play piano. Oh, i hope that I won't have to teach any music class next year... Really hope that this is not a wishful thinking, haha! But this year is better than last year ad. I only have 1 music class instead of 2. Not too bad, haha!

By the way, the girl remind me a thing, when I was still new in Chung Hwa, I was really so willing to enter class because I think that those kids are so cute! And another reason is I don't know how to communicate with those teachers cuz I'm not close with them at all on that time, so I rather stay in the classroom instead of the office...XD

But now... Sometimes will feel so refuse to enter class. When students are noisy I will keep scloding them. Spoil my mood only, blood pressure surely become higher ad!(><) What is the point for me to enter class if most of the time I'm scolding students in the class but not teaching?! They can't learn anything with such teacher... What I want is to teach them something and they really get it... So, from now on, wanna make them be more dicipline! I don't want they learn nothing in this whole year... That will be my fault! No way~(^0^)

Oh, a bit sore throat ad... hopefully I still have my voice tomorrow...XD

p/s: Tomorrow and the coming days also I wanna be that spirited like today! Let's have some improvement together...^^

Stupid printer

Finally i've done my standard 1 BM exam paper, my table was so untidy while rushing for it, full with books, pens, glue, scissors, and papers... Nonstop cutting pictures only...

And the school's printer is sucks!! what a stupid printer... I wanna print 8 pages of the exam paper, then the printer only came out first page...(=.=) And I need to open the cover and took out the don't know what thing in it then put it back and closed the cover, only the 2nd page came out... So I have to open the cover again and took out the don't what thing in it then put it back and closed the cover again, the 3rd page came out... To print the whole set of the exam paper, I have to repeat and repeat the same action for 8times...

Waste my time only, after got 8pages of it, I was so happy!! Haha... But you know what, after a few seconds, madam lee called my name, she was holding some papers and said: "hey, u want bocor soalan is it? Later u have to do it all over again..."

Obviously I accidentally press to print it again! OMG~ I was too careless! Because I can't delete the printer job that was running, so I forced to put papers into the printer to let it print until finish la, doing the same stupid thing again... Opened the printer's cover and bla bla bla... Waste my time again!! Really wanna hit people ad...

Should change a new printer lo! Haiz... Knowing that I'm so rush to finish that exam paper cuz the due date is tomorrow. So the conclusion of this post is something surely happen to waste your time when u are rushing to do a thing...(><)

When my teaching time meet with their recess time~

When I'm teaching at one of the standard one class during the 1st recess time for standard 4,5 and 6... Those boys and girls are always like to look into the classroom and seems so curious about what am I teaching, especially my art class! sweat... What so nice to see oh~ see only nevermind, still wanna stand outside the class and don't know want stand for how long...(=.=)

Stare at them and ask them to go away, after few minutes they will be back and doing the same thing again... Stand outside the door nevermind, some even like to stand besides the windows and look into the classroom, so me and my students are inside there to let u see like that de la?

See like that also nevermind, most of them like to talk something that make me don't know should give what kind of response to them! Feel like wanna scold them but feel funny also wo, what a struggle moment, haha! Today a boy was hiding somewhere after calling my name right the windows, after that he pretended that that's not him, why nowadays those boys are so childish huh? Use the knee to think also know that's him la k...(><) Plus, he's not a good pretender lo... Haha!

By the way, they never had art class before? Feel wanna join my art class ar? XD

Be patient

Found that I am so easily to get angry in the class recently... When students are keep making noise, when students are nonstop fighting, when students are not doing my homework, when students are not listening to what I'm teaching, when students are talking louder than me when I'm talking, when students are keep walking out to ask can they go toilet or not, when students keep surrounded me, when students keep reporting small matter to me... Haiz, lost my patient ad! All their fault!

Is it so hard to keep their mouth shut?! Is it so hard to not fighting?! Is it so hard to do my homework?! Is it so hard to pay attention during my class?! Is it so hard to talk softly?! Is it so hard to sit on the chair from the beginning to the end? Is it so hard to stay away from me?! Is it so hard to not report so much?! Is it so hard?! Is it so hard?!!!! Haiz!!!! I don't know what would I do when I'm angry till out of control...(><)

The most thing I can't stand for it is when I'm super angry ad, students still able to laugh and say something make me more angry... Ah, Can't they see I'm so 'fire' already? Fine, just be patient... By the way, my patient is so not enough, so lend me some of yours~

Haha...

Last Monday I was relief 6K's art class for a period, prepared nothing because that day only I know that I had to relief... So just simply asked them to draw a frog in the well...(pretty Chim gave me this idea) lol,they were so so so noisy! Because most of them didn't have drawing paper... sweat, what art class is this? should bring drawing paper even though teacher didn't ask to bring la k! So what de lo... Thought wanna ask them go downstairs to buy, but the time is not enough for me to draw at the blackboard ad, so I asked them to make it at home, so ended up they were chatting and nonstop walking to a place to another place in the class, never respect me de lo...(=.=)

Today morning I was told to relief the same class for the same period again!! Haiz... Had bad experience before so I don't feel like wanna enter this class, PJK is still ok la, just play only, haha! Ok la, must enter also, and I had time to prepare this time, went in to 6K and asked who didn't have drawing paper, chose 3 group leaders to collect money from them and went down to buy... Then asked students to hand in last week's homework(the frog), only three person who did it, fine, nevermind... After that started drawing a person who is 跳伞-ing on the blackboard, em, they were much quiet this time, haha! Love them so much because they were doing it... lol

But still some of them were asking something useless about that picture, asked whether they can draw a person who is 跳楼-ing or not la(because that's more cool wo they said...==) , asked whether they can change the human face to pig face or not la, something like la... None of the questions are serious wan, so I also answered not seriously la... lol, just draw whatever u want, can consider as a kind of creativity also, not bad not bad...XD

p/s:I hope next week I can receive more than three of this drawing... lol

funny

Oh, i forgot to post a very important thing!! While somebody was giving speech for our sports day, he said our school band's new uniform make them look smart!! I was laughed out so immediately, hahahahaha, this is the most funniest sentence that I've ever heard! And when I looked at our band, they were laughing also lo, lol... Nah, don't pretend that u all are so like that new uniform,at least not the half short half long pants!!XD

p/s:oh,I'm so missing the previous one...^^

Too far away

Should know that I'm totally idiot in recognizing the roads. When I was told by my friend that we are going to study at another place for this semester, I was like OMG... Why almost every semester also we need to remove from one place to another place?! (><)

Last time still okay la, because those places are near to each other. But!! This time it doesn't near at all!! It is in Setapak lo, sweat... I've no idea how am I going to such a far place by my own, a person that always get lost! The map with me also useless. Even my younger sister also much better than me... So ashamed to say that~ lol

My dad is resting at home for a week, so he can fetch me and teach me how to go, luckily... Otherwise I think I'm going to skip classes until I've found a way for me to go there safely...XD

So I was holding a pen and a paper to take notes in the car, keep writing like a student... Ahaha, we reached the place on time finally. Oh, what a yellow block!! Haha, ok la, say goodbye to mum and dad. Went upstairs and put down my bag, then went out to find the toilet that I needed so much, but walked for so long already still can't found one. So I asked the guard who was sitting and doing there...XD He stood up opened the door of a canteen and showed me the toilet, so I went in lo.

After that went out and passed by him, he was still sitting and doing nothing there,lol... He saw me and asked me ok or not, I said ok. Don't know what the ok that he meant actually,haha! Just simply replied...XD Afterwards I found there's a toilet in each classroom, but from the beginning I didn't dare to go in because I thought that is bilik surau for malays to pray...lol

The class suppose to start at 8.30am, but the lecturer came at 9.30am... He let us waited for an hour without giving us any reason! Haiz... By the way, he is a humour lecturer, but just way too humous(?!), nonstop telling jokes, but cold jokes for most of the time... Hard for me to laugh(><)
When he said he already covered today's syllabus, me and my friends were looking at each other and said "did he?!"...(=.=) His lame jokes sure more than his lecture lo k...

During a short break after having class for an hour, I went out to have a look to this new circumstance, not bad wo~ Haha, there got a lot of shops and restaurants, like we are going to have a trip there(?!), it is totally different with my university...

Felt the time was passing so slow while listening to that lecturer's so-called lecture, I just keep looking at my watch and yes... I didn't pay full or even half attention... Can't blame me if u have such lecturer also... Haha!

unsure

So far my CGPA is only 2.97 over 4.0. See this is what happened when someone doesn't really work hard in doing revision and pay attention during the class. But this CGPA just as same as my STPM CGPA, so is that means. The most I can get is only this? Maybe... I never be the most-good-result-student nor most-bad-result-student, so I'm always a moderate-result-student. lol~ Will try harder to push my CGPA a bit higher, just a bit higher then I will be so happy with it, my target is at least 3.0, will tell you guys when I successfully did it...^^

Sometimes really feel so bored when busying my job stuff in weekdays and after that still need to study in weekends. Everyone asking me how do I make it? I also don't know. Just make it la. When you need to do something, eventhough u don't really know it, u have to force yourself to learn also. Just like maybe now you feel so stress, but nothing will be everlasting,right? So just be patient.

Instead of thinking what should I do after graduated, I rather to have such busy life like now. At least I know clearly what am I going to do everyday. At least I don't have to feel so confuse about my future. I really don't like to answer those questions like-- Are you going to be a permenant teacher? If not then what is your plan after graduated? ... Haiz, plan what la, still got 3years to go for my graduation k... After 3 years only u ask me can ar? I just don't like to think about it, so unsure about my future life.

Ok la. Maybe I really should have a plan. But I just don't know how to plan it. So just leave me alone, just don't ask me such questions that make me worry about my future. Don't show me your surprise face when I'm telling you that I don't have any plan yet. It seems like I'm a failure. Don't tell me what is playing on your mind, I don't need your advice, It will just make me more confuse.

I also don't know should I be a permemant teacher or not, seems like this is the most save way for me, since I have been teaching for a few years. Seriously, I'm a coward, it is hard for me to find another job and know other new people. But, am I going to regret someday later that I never try other job?! Am I going to regret that taking marketing course but being a teacher at last?! Better not to take this course,right?! Hmm... Fine,let's wait for 3years more to think about it,lol...

Sports day

Hahaha, so the yellow group won finally!! It's been three years the yellow group never be the champion(I knew this from Curtis.. He made me felt so funny when he was telling this to me! haha...)Too excited...XD We have so many talented athlete in our group! Keep this up in future~^^

Oh, yes! Congratulations to Zhi Xun and Mindy, they are the best athlete for this year... Sports day is such a tiring day, so happy that it was finally ended... Hmm, I think I better don't join the game that specially organize for teachers and parents to play anymore lo... Yea, I know I know, I was the one who made our group lost... But still got present la... The present is a bottle of dish drops... (Mum, no need to buy first, that one we can use for a few months,lol...)

Haha~ I seldom use that kind of button(?!)... so I only able to join two together, means only one la... In 30 seconds... Others can join 8 or something like that! So malu le...(==) Maybe I was too nervous on that time, or maybe those students were standing too close to me, or maybe I shouldn't be the last one who played the game... Haha, nonstop finding excuses and blaming people only...XD So embarrassed to get the present lo...

After that all the teachers went to have our lunch together at a restaurant... A lot of funny things happened... Em, not too funny for others but funny for us who involved, lol... Lastly,thanks the prettiest Kah Yue for fetching me back to home~^^

Ok la, I think I better take a nap... Now is 1430, sleep till 1800 maybe? Haha~ So sad that I got class to attend tomorrow... Need to wake up so early, haiz... Will always miss my bed and my blanket and my pillow...(><)

p/s: new semester new hope,hopefully my new lecturer won't give so many assignments~

He's singing...

My neighbour's son very likes to sing karaoke at home. Everytime he sings, the whole block can hear his voice... Seriously,not nice at all,lol~ Still wanna sing so loud... Too syok sendiri!(=.=)
Can somebody please ask him to sing better or just off the music directly? He can still sing at toilet... ah~ I just can't stand it when he is singing my favourite singer's songs horribly...(T.T)

Ahaha, today suppose that I have a tuition class at 4H, but I went back earlier, a girl nonstop asking why i have to go back earlier... Good la, who ask your class always make noise when i'm entering your class... Let Madam Lim teach your class for a day, so that you guys will be quiet for the whole period... Like this only can learn more things~ And I can also take a good rest, so this is what we called win-win situation...XD

Still relaxing

My dad wanna use the car, so I passed the car to him at Ampang Point just now... After that I walked at there for a while, too hungry so I went back home by taking bus. While waiting for the bus, I was sitting in front of Ampang Point, right stairs there. A lot of korean going in and out, and I saw a good-looking korean guy. But!! He's a smoker... Ok, not interested with him anymore,lol~

Now I'm alone at home. Watched tv just now, a 6 year-old cute little boy was performing a dance~ Or more accurately he was copying MJ. lol,he's really cute le! I mean the boy, not MJ k. See how is my life when nobody at home--watching tv, turn on the pc, reading newspaper... Too relax! Haha... Just after exam le, should have such life de... Cannot too stress...XD

relaxing~

Although I still have a lot of things to do, but at least I've done my final exam!!!! Haha, so just relax first, I don't wanna think about those troublesome things that will spoil my good mood at this moment.

Yesterday I slept at 9pm, and set my clock to ring at 12am. Wake me up! Wake me up!
Yea, I thought wanna wake up at 12am and study until 6am. But that was just a thought only, I always like that,lol... Ended up I woke up at 4am, after slept for 7 hours!! Haha, faster washed those clothes that I suppose to wash them yesterday...

Started doing my revision at 4:30am, means that there was only 1 and a half hour for me to memorize all those notes!! Fine, very good... Who off my clock rings yesterday?! Otherwise I would have more time for my revision! Maybe mum or dad thought I set the time wrongly?! Maybe... Haha~

Ok la, this last final paper was not too bad for me, I knew to do all the questions, hopefully I can get an A for it? haha, don't be too confident first... I always do things at last minute still wanna be so greedy,lol...

I'm so looking forward for our school's sports day!! Hehe,who wins also nevermind la, I just like to see the moment that everyone supports their own group with shouting and screaming(?!), feel so touching (maybe la...)...

And ah,tomorrow you will see all the teachers(but not madam quek~XD) wearing the super orange T-shirt,lol... I can imagine that, the office would be so 'shiny' tomorrow~ After the sports day, what's next? Em, I think is pertandingan bina ayat for standard 1,2,3 and pertandingan karangan for standard 4,5,6... Another competition that involve me as one of the judges...

Anyone of 1B(my BM class) will get the first prize or second prize or third prize in that competition?! Not sure, but I hope they can get, some of them really good in BM~^^(among standard 1 students la I mean)

A tiring day

It's tired when I was sitting for my 2nd final paper today,after working for about 6hours... Because of this paper is an objective paper, which including 80 questions with ABCD, I was not so worry about it, if really don't know the exact answer, just simply choose one la, haha~ And because of not so worry, I felt sleepy and nearly fall asleep when I was reading the questions...

My brain was not functioning well that time, have to read and read and read for don't know how many times only I know what the questions asking about... Eating the sour mix mentos also useless... It's hard to open up my tiring eyes le~ Anyway,still forced myself to wake up in this critical moment, so cruel...(v.v)

I found that those exam sitter really weird de lo,that uncle already announced that the exam still got 15 minutes to go, and nobody is allowed to leave the exam hall... After this announcement hor, they still wanted to pass up the answer sheet and leave the exam hall wo... Never listen to people de,sweat... They thought people made that announcement just for fun?! Really tak boleh tahan them...(=.=)

Tomorrow after 11.30am, I will be free from exam!! Can't wait for it~ But!! Before that,there's a problem... I haven't do any revision about that paper!! Sigh, I don't know how long I can stand for such tiredness... Again, I hate July... so much!!


p/s: please save me from tiredness...

I don't like to write report...

Today i was away from school, to sit for my first final exam paper. Suddenly changed our exam place from Bangunan Yayasan Selangor to space UTM kl wo, luckily i arrived early z! What a lousy management...(><)

When the paper was in my hand, I have no idea what should I write for it. Draft for a few minutes, wasting a lot of time in day dreaming... lol... Anyway,finally I was still able to write 7 pages for the report... But if I'm the boss,maybe I will throw the report away without seeing a word of it,cuz I also don't know what am I writing about... Like so no point...==

Whatever la,as long as I already sat for it,lol... After that,back to school with burgers,french fries and coca-cola...(bought from McDonald's la...XD) And those teachers like so surprise to see me... In fact almost everytime after sit for my exam and go back to school also they will give me such reaction... Really don't know why...== Many of them called my name and asked me this and that,become so famous suddenly... lol... And madam quek said I should give a ring to her when I don't know how to do,she said A then I circle A, she said B then I circle B...XD

Btw,I can't call out during exam,and that paper was to write an report, no ABCD to choose wan... tmr's paper got la... but I prefer to rely on myself... lol
today we got our T-shirt for sports day,super orange... I'm wearing it now,so that I can wash it later... Haha,I took L size, and it is as large as the last year's grey colour T-shirt... Nice or not? I don't know... What do you think?

I need much time...

Because of the coming sports day on this saturday,so this whole week is rehearsal week... Rehearsal for entrance,marching and whatsoever... As one of the commitee members,of course there are jobs waiting for me to do...

Going to miss a lot of classes again... So sorry to leave students in the class without entering their class for many periods...(although they love that,maybe...XD),I love 1B's monitors so much cuz they helped me a lot~ must control the class very well ya when I'm not there...^^

Haiz,every year during this time I will be very busy for sure... I hate July! and could I have much time? ah... or can anyone of you just ignore my existence temporarily? Don't let me do so many things,find others la please...==


Will crazy soon,many things to do and I don't know should start which one 1st, those things are all very important, but I feel like I do nothing well...(T.T)

Fine,list out what should I do recently:
1. do revision for my final exam(3papers)
2. type out those forms that need to use during sports day
3. prepare the BM exam paper for standard 1 and give them the scope as
soon as possible


Ok,going to off pc and do my revision... There are 8 and a half hours to go for my 1st final exam paper... And now the time is already 0015... Sigh,means that? No need to sleep la... And you know how tough is my 1st exam paper? Write out a full report for 5 to 7 pages within 2 and a half hours... Swt... And I never did that before...
Whatever...

Done!!

Hahahahaha! So I've done my individual presentation! Finally the lecturer called me out to present,finished it within a minute I think... Because I talked very fast,lol...Let's check this out~



A very good morning to ladies and gentleman. First of all,I want to talk about my feeling to this course. I've learnt a lot of things,I've gained some new knowledge,and I've met some new faces. I love this class because Pn Johana(the lecturer) gives us freedom where we can go out anytime...(Her face expession is weird when i was telling this,haha...) I love the way Pn Johana having class with us without stress.
The only problem of mine is I will be very nervous when I have to stand in front of so many adults and talk so much(lol... what a broken english) The feeling is totally different with talking in front of children. Anyway, I hope i can improve in this matter, I'm trying to be more brave and confident. Hopefully I can be a better student and a better teacher.
Thank you...



After finished my talk,
the lecturer showed me her confusing face and asked:
"But you don't sounds nervous?!"
So I answered:
"Just don't sound nervous,but really nervous..."

After a few second, I asked is it they got any other question to ask(so that I can go back to my seat...XD), since nobody wants to ask, and the lecturer already said thank you to me, so I also replied a thank you to her, and quickly moved to my seat...

Haha,by the way,my level of nervousness is only two over five actually because I've well prepared and that time the students still few yet,only 26 person... Usually they will be late on Sunday morning class ,hard to wake up maybe?! Hehe... Thanks for coming late to let me not so stress... lol


Ok,how about the group presentation? Hmm... Bacause of the two girls was absent, so our group only left 3 presenters who are me,and another two guys. The lecturer was so unhappy and said the two girls will definitely lost 20 marks for today's presentation. So they won't be able to get A for this course. Well, she never likes our group. My group member said maybe is because she's too noisy, and I said no, maybe is because I'm too quiet... lol

Whatever~ since we only had 3 presenters instead of 5, so we had to present more than usual... The 1st guy presented the 1st and the 2nd chapter, the 2nd guy(my group leader) was presenting the 3rd and the 4th chapter, so I was ready to present the 5th and the 6th chapter...

But the group leader still talking although it was already chapter 5? Hey,it's my part!! lol,nevermind,let him continue... So I will just present chapter 6... But! He didn't stop even though it was already chapter 6! Haha,I looked at my classmates and they looked at me also... Then the lecturer stopped my group leader and she said:
"This is the last chapter, If you are the one who present it, then what is Khong going to do?"

Hahahahaha,so funny la my group leader , he was just too excited till forgot pass the talk to me...XD

p/s: turn to prepare for my final exam... no time to read le... em,must read a bit also...(><)

what?!

My group member just told me that she and another girl are not going to attend tomorrow's class... What?! We are going to do the group presentation by tommorrow! I ask her why and she said the reason is because of they don't wanna see one of our group members... That one is a guy... He didn't do anything... And he didn't ask for what does he need to do...

The fact is we already told him about that... The two girls so disappointed to him... So they are not going to appear in the class... Haiz... So i have to present their part la... I asked her what if they didn't get any mark for the presentation? She said that's their style,if they have problem with group member,they will do like that... and they forced to sacrifice the mark...

Hmm... maybe is because they are so confident that they could get a high mark in their final exam... whatever~ sigh,so i have to sit alone tmr... so i have to present more than what i thought... bored...

worrying

Just now daddy called back... Shocked me when he said he is in a clinic!! What's going on again? He told my mum that he saw a lorry without driver moved by itself,so he chased the lorry and tried to stop it by pulling the handbrake... But the lorry is too heavy with the sand(or whatever)... So after pulling the handbrake also useless... The lorry moved in a fast speed so my daddy forced to open the door to jump down!!

Jumped from a lorry? Oh my goodness,that's the action we always watch it in Jacky Chan's movie,but it really happened to my daddy... I can't even imagine it! Of cause he got hurt... But till now he hasn't come home yet,he said he got something to settle before going home... So i don't know how serious is his injury...

Really worry about him! Hey,daddy,next time just don't bother about those lorries k... Safety is much more important!

presentation!!

This Sunday is my last class for this semester,yoohoo~ so good that i won't see that lecturer anymore! lol,me and my group members don't like her!XD

anyway,she gives us a lot of freedom which we can just go out anytime to anywhere,as long as we still in the university during her class~ haha,i like it! she request us to wear formal for our last presentation,so i think i just wear like i'm going to work la,it's not a problem... my friend said she will just wear T-shirt and jeans... lol,i admire her!!XD

i have two presentation to do on this Sunday,one is group presentation,and another one i'm going to do it individually... I'm so scared k,i have problem to talk in front of so many adults! yea,i know i know,i know i'm a teacher,so what? the feeling of talking in front of adults is totally different with talking in front of chidren!
i rather to do the latter one for 100 times!XD

fine,just wish me... wish myself can do a pretty good presentation for the last time in this semester!XD

black july

I'm really tired these few days... a lot of preparation to do before the sports day! who said PJK teacher is the easiest job? just do some warm up activities and then give students some balls to play? please la... don't think like we are so irresponsible k... really unhappy to hear about it! almost everyone is in not-so-good-mood when doing those preparation,because got some of the committee didn't do their part of job... why should we do then? why should we stand under the big and hot sun doing your part? swt... just calm myself down,everything will be ended soon... counting down for sports day! oh,so sorry to my students because i missed some classes just because of doing those preparation,and their exam is coming soon... so with mine!! gosh,july is not a good month for me...><

p/s: rushing for syllabus~

终于拿到麦了！

去年《稻香》开始狂plug的时候，就一直嚷着说我要去唱k!!讲到后来终于找到人陪我去了，又因为迟到的关系，预订的包厢被取消。没关系，我还是拿到Redbox的麦了，在很想很想唱k的半年后...在其他人都努力地吃着buffet的时候，我也很努力地唱着我点的歌，默默的...XD
半年耶～累积要唱的歌可是很多的，你知道吗?!
哈哈，
独唱也好，
合唱也好，
大合唱也好，
吼着唱也好，
这一次，
我真的唱够瘾了...^^

西瓜籽

爸爸买了一个西瓜，五令吉多...妈妈说贵，我也觉得。隔天，妈妈切了半个西瓜，她吃一点、爸爸吃一点、妹妹吃一点，剩下的一大半都让我啃了～这个西瓜超多籽的！

警告：接下来的文字，在吃东西或即将吃东西的人不宜看...XD

好，继续...
因为刚好喝了排毒茶的关系，所以我会一直想要上厕所，做...
大生意。^^
然后，在冲水的时候，瞥见褐色中带有许多白白的点，在飘浮着。看清楚些，原来是西瓜籽！！怎么直接就出来了呢?!我的胃酸竟然没把它们消化掉。这一天，两次的大生意都有西瓜籽的份...感觉很不好，吃进去的竟然跟大出来的一模一样，我实在是不懂该作何感受。(=.=)

再隔天，妈妈工作回家，问我怎么没有把另一半的西瓜也切来吃，我说我不想吃，她说懒就懒啦...我说我不想让西瓜籽跟我的大生意在一起，妈妈说谁叫你把它吞下去。

妈妈还是在晚上把西瓜给切了。一样，她吃一点、爸爸吃一点、妹妹吃一点，剩下的一大半还是由我包办。这一次，我学聪明了...我把西瓜籽一颗颗吐在盘子里，没把它们吞进肚里。然后，又有大生意找我做。然后，大生意竟然还是跟西瓜籽在一起！不晓得是刚刚不小心吞进肚里的，还是昨天的～本人觉得用该是昨天的，但又觉得一天的时间过了，它们应该会被消化掉，所以应该是刚刚的吧...^^

丢...脸

我，堂堂一个老师，21++岁，170++cm。
他，一个小男生，11++岁,140++cm。
我在他面前做了一件丢脸的事。
不，是我和妹妹在他面前做了一件超级丢脸的事。(=.=)
哦，我很不想说，但这是一件丢脸但搞笑的事，所以我又变成想说了，哈哈～

我们去了一个聚会，在一个安娣的家。那个安娣养了两只狗，一只白大狗（被绑住了，从头到尾维持着侧躺的姿势），一只黑中狗（上次看它还是小小的，还被人群吓倒撒尿。但今时不同往日，它就是害我们丢脸的臭狗！(><)）

准备回家的时候，妈妈在门口和别的安娣聊天，我和妹妹站在门边等她，那只狗在门外。它不停地踏着我们的鞋子，东嗅嗅西嗅嗅的，又像是无头苍蝇一样横冲直撞，不懂它想怎样。(=.=)
妈妈聊天完毕后，就穿上她的鞋子，催促我们也穿上鞋子，可是那只狗很爱凑过来闻别人的腿，很可怕！无法接受狗儿的靠近哪！我们根本就不敢出去。但真的要回家了，所以我很勇敢地要去穿鞋（穿鞋也需要勇气的，原来...XD），但是妹妹很用力的死命拉着我的手，因为她比我更怕，这下可好，她这一拉把我的勇气也一并拉走了(><)

在那期间，我一直觉得耳边传来怪声，还以为是妹妹因为害怕而传出来的，回头一看原来是他！！！顿时冷汗三条，他故意一边发出怪声一边逗狗哦！他还说：“原来你怕狗的啊?!哈哈哈哈...”

好，非常好，我的本能反应是紧紧地抓住这个欠揍的人的右手臂，不让他离开。
他说:"哇，拿我来做挡箭牌啦?!"
我跟他说：“ 你快点引它去别的地方！”

一阵混乱后，鞋子终于穿上了，我们尽量用最快的速度走出去，不然用跑的狗会追上来。哦，终于脱险了！汗都飙出来了,妹妹的心跳超快的！冷静下来后，我们都觉得刚刚的场面好搞笑,我们好像太激动了，还要在他的面前哦！sweat...

我已经知道下次再见面的时候，他会拼命亏我...(=.=)
请记得，他的花名叫猪会飞...
我第一次问起他的名字的时候，他是这样回答我的。

讨厌的assignment

把assignment e-mail了出去之后，不管是手机铃声响也好，手机信息提示声响也好,甚至是yahoo 提醒我check mail...我都会胡乱担心一通，担心是组长打来的电话，担心是组长传来的信息，担心是组长发来的e-mail...告诉我assignment做错了，必须重做！每次做assignment我都会有一种心虚感，好像找的资料都是不对的(><)
好讨厌做assignment啊～
哦，对了，昨天真的就收到了组长发来的e-mail！战战兢兢地把它打开后，组长传来的只有几个字...

Telah diterima.
terima kasih.

原以为这次又免不了重做的命运呢～哈哈，这个组长太好人了！所以我是白担心了...(=.=)
不过别高兴得太早，我至少还有二十份assignment，在未来的两年半里.

哦，我真的很讨厌做assignment...
我更讨厌重做assignment!

我们一起逛街去，就在这一晚(part 2)

为你介绍有怪味的炒米粉、搭配冷却到不行的tar和kari ikan的roti kosong、油多到几张tissue都吸不完的roti planta、又苦又涩的kopi o...有兴趣的朋友可以来这家mamak档尝一尝～幸好我只点了一杯teh tarik，呵呵...
爸妈迫不及待地把新的方向盘套安装上去，这可是一项浩大的工程啊～看他俩安装得那么辛苦，我也下车去帮一下好了...它真的不是普通的难耶！三个人边安装边笑，傻傻的。只有那没良心的妹妹在后座一副事不关己的样子...笑完了之后，幸好那个方向盘套也终于安份的跟方向盘共结连理(?!)
回家后，把刚买的东西收一收，拿着新的浇水器准备浇花。看我一副兴致勃勃的样子，妈妈忍不住调侃我“新屎坑”...我当然承认啊，几时看我这么勤力过的？哈哈...^^
浇完水后，看见妈妈又在安装那个新的放碗盘的铁架，弄了好久，爸爸过去帮忙，也弄了很久，然后我又忍不住过去看看。我们不断地安装，又不断地拆掉，在不断地安装，在不断地拆掉，搞了老半天，终于在每个人都香汗淋漓的时候，弄好了！！谢天谢地～
呼...这一个晚上好忙，用了我不少力气呢(><)

我们一起逛街去，就在这一晚(part 1)

对着电脑五小时，上网找资料做功课，完毕后差点以为自己就快要变成失明人士。(><)
爸妈工作回家后，说要去Tesco Ampang,本来不想去的，被他们催了又催，想想自己独自在家又会忍不住开电脑，不然就是看电视～在心里秤了一下，出去走走的好处好像比较多，哈哈！
于是我们一行人浩浩荡荡地出发（老师说：用成语才能拿高分!!XD），到了那里，在找停车位的车辆不少，爸爸却很顺利地找到了，快而准！他不忘自吹自擂一番(=.=)
逛了逛，就是买了一些零食、饮料、水果之类的。还有一个浇水器、一个放碗盘的铁架和一个方向盘套。付钱了之后，推着那不受控制，往右转后一直转不回来的手推车，好几次差点往墙壁撞咧～爸爸看不过眼，过来接受手推车，还要表演手推车在他手中动得多么的顺畅...哈哈，英明神武的爸爸啊，我看改天无论好的手推车坏的手推车，都由你来推吧~XD

世风日下

有人盗用我的匿名在某人的chatbox里谈天！！(><)
我知道我的匿名很好听，
我也知道它很特别，
我更知道它很罕见...
所以呢？
那不代表你可以盗用它！
真的，
你有本事就跟我藏好一点，
永远都别让我发现你是谁！
匿名也要盗，
是想怎样？

又是麦当劳

又吃麦当劳了呢，这次是跟妹妹。点了两份鱼柳汉堡包后，找了个位子坐下，那个时候的人潮超多的。(><)
呵呵，遇见了Josiah呢～他真是个可爱的小男生。他和家人就坐在我们旁边的座位，感觉怎么像是我们一同出游呢?!哈哈...之后还遇见了几位学生，今天是怎样？一直碰到学生，我比较希望碰到朋友啦～
之后我们一人买了一个sundae cone，只有vanilla口味的。好像很久都没吃巧克力口味的了...吃着吃着我们替sundae cone做起造型来了，实在无聊到极点。XD

麦当劳

我们仨又坐在那间麦当劳的老位子了，大声讲大声笑，一点也不顾仪态。搞得后面那张桌子的老兄完全没办法睡觉，也不懂遭了他多少次白眼，我们当然是...懒得理他～lol
就是这样吧，跟她们在一起就是不用顾那所谓的仪态，呵呵。鱼柳汉堡包是我必点的餐点，是收银员收少了钱吗？！她俩很不甘愿并想出各种方法说要让我名誉扫地，就为了那三令吉...呵呵，听起来像是严重到不行的事！XD
如果不是被问起，曾经为了看有他们在的巴士而目不转睛、兴奋不已的事，我也确实快要忘了呢。让我想想，嗯，当时可是忙得很哪～一边吃鱼柳汉堡包，一边聊天，还要一边注意着每辆经过的巴士里是否有他们的踪影，呵呵，傻得很快乐。

书包

那红黑色的书包，跟我一起度过了中六，甚至上了一年半的大学。其实除了拉链头断了之外，其他部分都还是完好如初。那天换了另一个斜肩背包，妈妈说就把它捐给别人吧...我竟然有舍不得的感觉，是因为它跟我一起经历了我最快乐的时光吧～它也即将变成回忆了呢，像他们一样。

只想单纯

讨厌自己开始有跟人斤斤计较的念头，
那是在大人世界里很常出现的戏码。
嘴里说的跟心里想的都不一样，
多神奇的杂技。
不允许那些表里不一的人给我如此莫名其妙的影响！
一个个虚伪的人玩着名叫耍心机的游戏，
我不想参与。

假期快乐！

星期五，假期前的最后一个上课天，我在4H班度过补习班。放学前夕，提早两分钟让学生在课室外面排队，陪他们站了一下，也顺便聊了一下。假期了耶，怎么都没跟我说假期快乐呢?!一声声的假期快乐立刻接踵而来。嗯，他们还是有听话的时候～哈哈...带着这样愉快的心情，走向我的帅哥车子，身旁不断出现载满了学生的巴士和汽车，热情的Amanda摇下车窗，大声地对我说假期快乐。谢谢呵...去年放大假的前一天她也做了同样的事呢～假期快乐，假期快乐，不能辜负他们给我的祝福啊～XD
请把握机会约我出街吧，千载难逢啊，哈哈！

累

今天实在是没啥心情教书啊，看着学生们吵吵闹闹的，觉得好无力。是因为假期快要来临的关系吧，惰性已经侵蚀了我，就让我偷懒个一两天吧～不想再喊了，我的嗓子要留着和好友们Ｋ歌的。XD

礼物

今早的办公室好热闹哦，学生们像是圣诞老公公一样，到处去给他们亲爱的老师派礼物！哈哈...搞到老师们的桌上都越堆越高，真的让我好羡慕哪～XD
嗯，教师节的意义不是让老师们炫耀他们收到多少礼物的日子吧，而是提醒学生应该要懂得尊师重道，将老师对他们的好都铭记于心。我一直在提醒自己这一句话，我可不想要让自己变成那种用礼物的多寡来衡量学生对我的尊敬指数。这样也太现实了吧～(>.<)
刚刚拆完了礼物呢～呵呵...感谢那些曾经烦恼要送什么礼物给我的人，我会好好收藏。说真的，教师节的礼物比我的生日礼物还多啊，是该高兴吗？可是我比较希望生日礼物比教师节礼物多耶，因为我也许不是一辈子的老师，却是一辈子都会庆祝生日啊～呵呵。

p/s:幸好没人送我花，通常花在我手上的下场只有两个。一就是拿回家丢掉，二就是放着几天，等它枯了再拿去丢掉。结论是：一定会丢掉，只是迟早的事罢了～lol

说慌不眨眼

英文课的教授是要找我的碴就对了！！刚刚她给了我们一个任务，每个人都要在白板上写出三个关于自己的句子。其中一句是假的，别人会发问问题来猜出它。所以我们在玩“我猜，我猜，我猜猜猜”就对了～

刚从厕所回到座位，就被教授点名当第二个玩这个游戏的人，原因是我在班上太安静了。(=.=)

好吧，在白板上用力地点上句号后，所有的人都清楚地看见我写的字...

1.I am a temporary teacher who work at SJK(C) Chung Hwa(P).
2.I love children.
3.I love lizards too.

别人问了一串问题，大概就是...

==Where is SJK(C) Chung Hwa(P) located?
>>Jalan Ampang

==How long u've been teaching there?
>>almost two years

==Have u married?
>>no

==What subjects that u are teaching?
>>er...PJK,art,music...
let me think 1st...ah~BM,science...

==Why would you love lizards?
>>because they are so "cute"...

==What lizards that you like?
>>lizards that we usually see in our house...

==How you show your love to the lizards?
>>em,because they are so "cute",so i like to snap their photo...

==Would you touch the lizards?
>>er,sometimes~

==Where is SJK(C) Chung Hwa(P) located?
>>I've already answered this question!!!
(lecturer: so...she IS a teacher!)
lol~

==How you show your love to children?
>>I always praise them...give them present...

结果，一半的人猜第二句是错的，另外一半的人才第三句是错的～
是因为我的谎言扯得有纹有路吗？ 哈哈！ 答案当然是第三句啊...
谁会变态到去爱那些恶心的壁虎啊？！
也许有，但绝对不是我...XD

这个游戏只有几个人被点名出去玩，可见我是一个多么文静的人啊～

准妈妈们

最近身边出现好几个孕妇，
同事有两个，
同学有一个，
教授也有一个。
看着她们一天比一天大的肚子，
我竟然恐惧了起来，
恐惧它会突然被撑破，
女人的肚子竟然可以装下婴儿耶...
真神奇～更神奇的是，
有些人的肚子甚至可以装下两个、三个、四个或更多！！
真的好替他们感到辛苦...(>.<)
每天挺着个大肚子，
一定很重吧～
站着要扶腰，
坐着没办法合起双腿，
连睡觉都要小心翼翼的。
孩子啊，出世之后要好好孝顺父母，
有缘才会相聚，
能够成为一家人更是难得啊～^^

还没上课就想着要放学

鸡蛋加咖哩快熟面真的是绝配啊～
我最拿手的也只有这一道菜肴了...XD
难得独自一人待在家中，
被迫早起的原因只有一个－－－－上课！！
啊，真希望今天的课赶快上完。
如果我有“不用听课，自习就可以拿Ａ”的天赋就好了！
还需要天天去报到咩...哼！

p/s:请给我一个天天都期待上他的课的教授吧～

休息一下

再多撑一个星期，就是假期了耶～哈哈，期待期待！真的需要好好充电一下。距离是一种美，我需要跟学校保持距离，需要跟学生保持距离，才能找回我对教书的热诚...假期过后，请用一个更好的姿态去面对生活！(^o^)

成绩揭晓

啊～果然我的两个学生都没能在国语讲故事比赛中获得评审的青睐...一个讲得太小声，从麦克风传出来的声音是模糊不清的；另一个太紧张了，表情和动作都没有发挥出来！无论如何，拿不到奖杯没关系啦，拿到我的巧克力也不错，呵呵～

那天去装水的时候，跟Ｘ老师闲聊了起来...她说她对我的小时候还是印象深刻，这句话着实吓我一跳，因为我从来都不是那种会让人印象深刻的角色啊！尤其Ｘ老师桃李满天下，难得记得我的原因到底是什么咧？！

她说小时候的我跟现在的我都差不多一样，就是很酷、很自傲那样...（=.=）听了这句话，我立刻大笑，百思不得其解，我什么时候大胆到对老师做出“很酷、很自傲”的样子啊？！

well，虽然那的确是大部分人对我的评语，而且通常我都会乐于接受这样的评语，但是从一位老师的口中听到这样的话，好像不是一件好事哪...(>.<)

国语讲故事比赛

曾几何时，我也是在台上演讲的其中一位参赛者。忘了老师为何会选中我，也忘了自己如何把那篇长长的演讲稿背好，并改变语调、做出感情的起伏、带出澎湃的语气。甚至忘了当初是如何承受那种被整千双眼睛注视着的恐惧感。双腿都在发抖吧...呵呵，我自认不是那种哗众取宠的人。现在反过来训练学生去参加国语讲故事比赛，曾是过来人的我非常明白站在台上却忘词的尴尬会带给学生阴影，所以主要都是要她们记熟故事内容...明天就是她们正式上台的日子了，加油吧，好好地表现，拿到奖我会很开心。拿不到奖的话，我会是那个给她们最用力鼓掌的人～因为，她们的用心和努力，我都看在眼里。^^
（从她们每天都来找我几趟就知道了...XD）

p/s:成绩明天自有分晓...

Yo~

我的成绩出了耶！

Consumer Behavior(B+),
Introduction to Financial Accounting(A-),
Commercial Law(B-)。

人的思想好奇怪，嗯...应该是说我的思想好奇怪。成绩出炉前一直觉得拿个C+就很满足了；成绩出炉后有高兴了一下下，但之后又觉得我的成绩应该可以再好一些～啊，是我太贪心了，做人应该要知足...XD

谢谢

那天上了一个课程，
讲师给我们看了一个笑话。
笑话内容是：
从前的人考试拿一百分都会谢谢老师；
现在的人考试拿一百分则是谢谢补习老师。
好笑吗?!
哈哈哈...
说真的，
其实不太好笑(=.=)

欢迎加入教师行列～ＸＤ

那些教师节卡和礼物,统统没把它们带回家．．．就等到教师节庆典那一天才一次过拆吧～比较有feel，哈哈！从来都没有开过生日会耶，趁机体验一下拆礼物的兴奋感吧，期待期待！ＸＤ
在中华“孤身作战”了那么久，今天终于有素莉和翠萍来陪陪我了，有她们在的地方，又会回到从前吵吵闹闹的情形～今天的教学还ok吧?哈哈．．．改天在履历表上，工作经验的那一栏，又可以多填一项“教师”了，呵呵！要坚持多几天，赚多些钱，我们就可以去多吃几餐了～ＸＤ

快乐不一定是自找的

发送简讯来祝我教师节快乐的有三个人。一位是美女同事,一位是去年毕业的学生,另一位竟然是久违的fandi!哈哈...每次收到他的简讯都会让我吓一跳,然后就是持续一整天的好心情,惊讶于他还会记得我这个从来都是不显眼的小角色,感动于他还会想起要给我祝福...(^o^)
我想做像他这样的人,一个小小的动作,就轻易地让人拥有快乐~他曾经称赞我是一个prihatin的人, 他自己何尝不是呢?!XD
明明就是个不折不扣的马来人,传的简讯却有着浓厚的华人腔调,很怀疑他到底是跟谁学来的,还是从以前就被我们影响至今?!哈哈...
他说他会补送我教师节礼物,如果我们还有机会见面的话...其实是我跟他拗来的!XD
真的也好,假的也罢,我高兴就好~

(n.n)

趁今天还未结束前,要对全部的老师说声教师节快乐~^^
我要睡咯! 明天一大早就要起床载老妈和老妹去太子园车站,去旅行耶!多好,我却要去上课,不公平啊...记得带多点手信给我哦!为你们牺牲睡眠时间的代价,哇哈哈~

怪怪的教授

刚考完试,新学期又开始了,完全没有让人喘息的时间...真残忍!今天是第一堂课,上课的地方是一个我完全没印象的地方...在大学里毫无头绪地走了一下,就幸运地遇见了同学!谢天谢地...XD
准时到达之后,等了整整三十五分钟教授才出现!他讲话超激动的,弄得我心神不宁...(=.=) 他把手机号码给我们的时候,说他每晚九点三十分就会睡觉,要是有人在十点钟打电话给他,他的第一个反是问那个人是不是有人去世了...我觉得这个教授蛮可怜的,让我觉得反感的人不多,他却偏偏要做其中一个...

p/s:神奇的事发生了!这一班有三个华人耶~我不再是唯一的一个了!!XD

可怜的右腿膝盖

切苹果的时候,不小心把布掉在地上...我像往常一样曲起右腿,利用脚趾把布夹上来的时候,膝盖就大大力地撞向洗手槽直角那尖锐的地方(>.<) 当下痛得叫不出声,蹲下不是,站起来也不是...折腾了好一阵子,终于勉强跳着去客厅的椅子上坐下。好像感觉没那么痛了,先吃完苹果再说...XD 仔细往膝盖一看,伤口像被刀割开一样,皮开肉绽啊!好不容易血水止了之后,蹲下来时伤口又蹦开了,我默默地看着血水冒出来...又再一次体验小时候跌倒膝盖受伤时的感觉~

给老妹的话...

年头就已经买了的生日礼物,终于在今天送了出去。那可是我站在档口前选了好久才做成的锁匙圈啊~独一无二的哟!嘿,今天收到的第一张生日卡,今天听到的第一首生日歌,今天收到的第一份礼物,要用力地记得那一份感动哦...^^

这样的一天

第一次教课要跟学生讨论性这个话题,对我来说真的有点难度啊~XD
稍微准备了一下资料,面对约五十个半小不大的女生,我觉得我的教学比较像是卫生棉公司的员工(?!),来给他们一个讲座会,哈哈~希望他们真的有所收获啦...大家互相学习,搞不好他们懂的比我还多,呵呵...

今天有个意外收获,一年级的男生给了我一份礼物,说是教师节礼物。他应该迟几天才给吧~哈哈,无论如何,谢谢他的一番心意...

今天一整天就是拍照拍照,不停地拍照。拍完毕业照,拍班级照,再拍制服团体照,累死了...令人纳闷的是,为什么明明可以全体老师跟毕业生合照的照片,却要分开来拍,copy and paste咧?!是要证明一下他们的照相馆已经采用高科技了吗?老实说,感觉真的是怪怪的...一起拍才有feel啊~

拍照期间,当然就没办法进班上课了,在出去拍照之前,我就已经交代好功课,和让班长抄下坏蛋学生的名字,等我回来处理...拍完照之后,走着回班的时候,大老远就看见一个男生跑出课室又跑回进去!进到课室,一堆人在黑板前面打架,整个班像暴动一样...二话不说,跟班长拿过名单,就开始扫人!太久没打皮就会痒,已经尽量不带藤鞭进班了,是都要惹我生气,真的是佛都有火!人与人之间的相处,尊重这两个字扮演着很大的角色,你不尊重我,就别怪我不客气了...

哼,别想影响我的好心情。

眨眼

小男生:"老师..."
什么事情?

小男生:"你眨眼跟我们眨眼不一样的..."
是那里不一样了呢?

小男生:"你眨眼比较慢的耶!"
.........

你是太得空了是吗?
叫你做功课,你在注意我眨眼的速度?!
是怎样啊...

五月

有劳动节,有翠萍的生日,有秀仪的生日,有妹妹的生日,有端午节,有母亲节,还有教师节!!哇,感觉好充实哪~^^

为时三小时的financial accounting paper

原本可以有两天的时间温习，但是我却把它给耗了。耗在电视节目上，耗在小说上，耗在什么事情都好，就是不想耗在复习上。宁愿做家务，也不要去翻书。是恐惧吧，恐惧去读我不懂的东西，恐惧靠自己去理解那么艰难的东西，恐惧从过程中得知自己差到不行的学习程度。逃避的心总是比面对的心多了那么一点...

于是我只剩一天的时间温习，整整的一天，眼里看的、脑里想的都是accounts，好累。在死背的情形下，在今天验收成果时，很高兴自己至少有把四题统统做完 v(>.<)v

我真的尽力了,尽力到只用了三分之二的时间完成试卷...感觉智商瞬间提高?!哈哈,那绝对是错觉...真的不要对自己抱持着太大的期望啊~跌下来的时候可是会受重伤的...

p/s:期待五月十号,这个学期的最后一张paper!!让我解脱吧~XD