2009年9月30日星期三

凌晨两点钟

Forced to burn midnight oil to finish some of those things that almost reach the deadline... Feel so sorry to my liver!! Everyone is sleeping now, only me still struggling here... sigh, how good if i have many hands that allow me to finish many things in just a second... Ah, i think i just go and sleep la, continue tomorrow! Don't wanna torture my liver and my eyes ad... ZZzzzzzzz~

2009年9月28日星期一

210909

Purposely not to create any new post so that u guys focus on the photo for longer time, lol...XD Ahem, he's really very good de, seriously...^^
Back to english mode after blogging with chinese for several posts...

Just like last year, we went to fandi's house to celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri with our ex-classmates on the 2nd day of raya, and I was the driver as usual. Still not dare to pick people up with the new car, haha.

(the engine mati for three times yesterday when I was on the road with it...><)

What a hot day!! But fandi still wore a jacket...(=.=) Arrived his house, keep drinking, eating, talking and laughing... "Bu yao wan wan", haha! Yakin said he's still remember this sentence, by the way, we never taught him about it. We only taught him "sot ar you", lol...XD

We really had fun in this gathering, most of the time we talked about nonsense. Fandi kept asking us to eat, so we ate a little bit of lontong with sotong and mihun... Walileh~ those food were so spicy can?! Gosh, we kept drinking orange juice and coca-cola with many ice. Haha~

After that we went to aesyah's house at 6pm. Ate lontong again. Cuz the mak cik kept asking us to eat also. Anyway, the curry chicken was super nice to eat, not too spicy! Ah~ So full...^^ Raya = many curry food and lontong~XD

Said wanna go home at 6.30pm, ended up we left at 7pm... Ahaha, too many nonsense to chat about. Yakin nonstop blaming Fandi whom didn't back up his cheat... They always like to bluff us... lol~ thought of the days we played cards together in our classroom, sometimes even played for the whole school day! Played till wanna vomit, haha~ Now missing those days pula...XD

Oh, thanks for bringing me back to the happiest time in my life so far...^^

当我们同在一起,快乐就是如此容易。

2009年9月17日星期四

喜欢他




星光五班的孙自佑,总是能轻易地就吸引我的目光。那天在言语间提到了他,妹妹却不知道他是五班里面的哪一位,稍微形容了一下,才突然发现...他竟然也是单眼皮男生。哈哈,我好像比较无法抗拒单眼皮男生的魅力呢~XD
他也许不是唱得最好听的,歌声却带着满满的诚意。他也许不是长得最好看的,却是公认可爱的,就一副没心机的样子。好像无论在忙些什么都好,只要轮到他唱歌,就什么都比不上静静聆听更重要了。

喜欢他干干净净的声音,喜欢他干干净净的样子,喜欢他唱歌时的招牌动作,虽然有时我会希望他换点别的动作...XD

喜欢看他被陶子亏的时候腼腆的表情,喜欢看他搞笑地用气音讲话,喜欢他的很多很多,可以没有理由,也可以有无数个理由。看见他,会让我想起那个曾经很想去认识的你。

2009年9月16日星期三

你的本份,不是我的本份

讨厌明明不爽却要装出笑脸迎人的模样。
我不是懂得伪装自己的人,
请不要强迫我作出虚伪的事情。
都把话说出口了,
我还有拒绝说不的余地吗?!
我是个很peace的人,
与人好好相处是我的座右铭。
我鲜少麻烦别人,
也希望别人不要来麻烦我。
自己做好自己的本份,
其实并没有很难。

2009年9月15日星期二

任性

去年的这个时候,
嚷嚷着要朋友们陪我一起参与生活营。
生活营或许会玩些幼稚的游戏,
但我想我们应该还玩得起吧?!
怎么讨论的结果听起来,
却像是我独自一人,
还在挣扎着想要抓住青春的尾巴。
好像提出了一个自以为每个人都会buy的建议,
不赞成的声音却像子弹般扫射过来。

少数服从多数...

好想任性地把钱付一付,
然后自己去闯荡一下。
趁我那苟且偷生的冒险精神还没消失前,
今年的生活营,
又有谁会不顾一切地把时间留给我,
陪我任性一次。

2009年9月14日星期一

如果...

别管以后将
如何结束
至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束
更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过
对你我来讲
已经足够
人的一生有
许多回忆
只愿你的追忆有个我

如果我变成回忆,
有没有在你心里,
留下深深的足迹,
足够逗留整整一个世纪。

2009年9月11日星期五

临时演员

我不是任人摆布的人,只是更懂得尊师重道这四个字的意义。

从小就受到良好家庭教育的影响,只要自己有能力做到的事情,都尽量不给别人添麻烦。一种米养百种人,这个正确的观念似乎并没有让他对自己的所作所为感到惭愧。是啊是啊,毕竟他是那种只要麻烦不在自己身上,落在谁的身上都无所谓的人。可笑的是,他才是那一位必须扛起责任的人。己所不欲,勿施予人。大概是老师教书时他在打瞌睡,听成己所不欲,必施予人吧…(><)

对呀,我不是任人摆布,只是比那人更有肩膀,受长辈所托,把属于他的责任扛了起来。让人哭笑不得的是,我在扛责任的同时,他却在他的座位上安安稳稳的享受他的空节。真神奇,他竟然都不会感到不好意思或是一丝丝内疚。哦,不对不对,我怎么可以对他这么苛求呢,他的良心所剩无几,当然不会有那种感觉(我早该发觉的)。

我只是个临时演员,名字只有在非常时期时才被人想起。对呀,多么的卑微,却又是不可或缺的候补。不起眼的功夫,让临演做。跑腿,更适合。什么?谁谁谁缺席?!没关系,永远都有临演在后面随时候命。临演能者多劳,临演把工作做得很好,临演能人所不能。临演在完成工作后获得的是一些中听不中用的话,只为了谁谁谁在日后还需要临演帮忙时,至少理所当然一些。

尊师重道,所以临演尽量把交代下来的任务做好。只是临演不会再像以前那样傻傻的为了做那一些事,而把自己手头上一些更重要的事撇在一边。临时演员也是演员,人与人之间的相处是尊重在支撑着,而不是利用。

2009年9月10日星期四

解脱

三点钟,整个办公室就只剩下我一个人,偶尔会有副校长、书记或是清洁工人进来装水。要不是因为妹妹考试考到三点四十五分,真的别指望我会留下来。一堆尚未批改的国语作文簿子静静地躺在我座位后面的书橱前,我却固执地翻着看得不亦可乎的哈利波特书。(看了三天,终于看完了,长痛不如短痛,注定看了要心痛的,还是越早看完越好~)

在他们快要考完之前的几分钟前,把水壶洗了洗,等待着那几百张椅子被拉开的声音出现,然后还听到故意发出的尖叫声…很故意很故意的,就像是做云霄飞车明明不怕但却硬是要尖叫的人发出的声音。真不晓得这样做有什么乐趣…

在办公室坐太久的确会让人没剩多少耐心,东西收一收就赶快去车上等妹妹来跟我会合。途中遇到一些学生,他们兴奋地谈论着刚刚获得的解放,我觉得像是有些东西应该要对他们说的(像是恭喜之类的话吧),但又觉得不太想说。结果还是没说…原因也许是我跟他们并没有很熟,又或是没心情跟他们说话,也或许那一些话我比较想对自己的妹妹说吧…

终于从压力中解脱了,无论老师或学生都一样高兴吧。只希望六年级学生别太兴奋,纪律还是要顾好,校规还是要遵守的。偶尔在自由的范围里面放纵一下不是过错,是非对错明明每个人都可以分得清清楚楚,却偏偏故意要干些什么去挑战人家的忍耐度,是怎样?!(=.=)

2009年9月2日星期三

A game in the hall...

My first PJK class at the smaller field with 6 yellow students... was dunno-how-to-describe, haha! Only my class going down to the field on that day, after warming up their body, asked boys to take a football and some rackets plus bulu tangkis(in english is...?! I've forgotten...0.o) Oops, they ran back and said the container was locked, monitor said find "uncle John", haha, ok la, got the key and took out all those things we needed. Some of them said they wanna play basketball, don't be silly k...(=.=)

Played for a while after that it was raining. Sigh, put those things back, locked the container, Shaun gave back the key to "uncle John". Still got one more period, Asked them is it wanna go back to classroom, they said nevermind, we can go to the hall and play some games.

Gathered, asked them what games they wanna play. Monitor said, let's crawl and see who is the fastest one. He said he saw teacher Teo let her students play this game before... Lame lo him, so funny de...XD Who wants to play this game oh... He even said wanna take out the mattress le...(=.=)

Ok, finally we played another game... Ahem, another chidish game, haha! Better than going back to class doing nothing ma...XD Asked all of them to stand in a round shape, boys were so refuse to stand besides girls, thought I want them to hold their hands meh, never k... Girls will be very rugi de~ lol

The game was... ya la, childish, but funny also when seeing them chasing their friend...XD Ok la, maybe some of them thought this game isn't fun at all, just like my sister... Haha, whatever... Their next PJK class will be at 15th september, after the UPSR! Charge up for u guys' exam k!^^ I'm waiting to hear good news from all of you!